Kwiyure yesibini yobusuku, ndime ikhitshi elinamacala ahamba ngenyawo, ndakhanyisa i-Skillet elandelayo - akazange angene kwisitya sokuhlambela. Endlwini, ukuthula, noxolo, sisiphakamiso soxolo sabantwana abancinci kunye noyise wosapho. Kwaye entlokweni yam ingaphumli, konke: Kwisidima kwaye sibeka inqaku eliyingqongileyo, i-monologue yayijikeleza kuyo.
"Andikuthethisi ubomi bam bonke ... ndidiniwe ukuba ndidiniwe ... ndifuna uncedo kakhulu, kodwa akukho mntu uza ... ukuba ungakanani endikuyo ... Ezi pots kunye needrain zihleli kum esibindini ... ukuba ndingakhange ndenze impazamo embi .. Ndifuna ukwenza into oyithandayo, ukwenza into enokubonwa kwaye ihlolwe yonke into. .. "
I-vapper yetyhefu evela kwi-sperm kunye nokuphoxeka, ukuphelelwa lithemba kunye nokungapheliyo kumlilo ocothayo kwintsimi yobungcali, i-Nanny kunye ne-pinf iphumelele i-picker pild kwi-on ping kwi-pinp kwi-pin ping kwi-pinp kwi-pinp kwi-pinp kwi-pin, ipeyinti, impumelelo, impumelelo, impumelelo, impumelelo, impumelelo, impumelelo, impumelelo, impumelelo, impumelelo, impumelelo, impumelelo, impumelelo, impumelelo.
Inxalenye yam ayilahli intshabalalo yengqondo eqhelekileyo kwaye ibukele ukumangaliswa kwezi ntambo ze-Hockail ecaleni. Ndazibuza: "Yintoni le nto nawe? Yintoni inqaku kule bale? Zithathele phantsi kwaye uyeke ukuqhula, uqokelele! " Ukungatsho ukuba ezi zibongo zincedwa kakhulu - mna ngokwam bendicacile ukuba bendiyithobelo, ndishiya eyona ipeyinti.
Imeko yayiyinyani. Ndandineminyaka engama-24 ngosuku lwabantwana. Ngelixa iintombi zeminyaka emi-3 nele-5 ndiye ndaya entwenini, ndayonwabisa unyana oneminyaka ubudala, emva koko saya kunye emva kwezifundo, kwaye emva koko kwaqala "irubhuli.
Andingomfazi owakhiweyo ekhaya kunye netalente entle, ngokunjalo nombutho wabantwana, ngaphandle kwezangqa kunye namacandelo, ndenza into embi. Imilo engenakufikeleleka kunye nokucokiseka phakathi kwabantwana yandikhathaza ngokweemvakalelo, kwaye isidingo soku "sikhonze" kwimowudi engayimisi: Yiza-ye-bullshit-dalshit-i-bilshit-i-bilthi-pole-dalling-intle ngaphandle kwengqondo emzimbeni.
Ndingavuya kakhulu ndibalekile ukuba ndisebenzele iprojekthi eyonwabisayo ukuba ibize kwaye inomdla kwi-nanny: "Banjani abantwana?". Kodwa ukuza kuthi ga ngoku olu khetho aluzange luqwalaselwe konke konke.
Ukongeza, iiholide zeKrisimesi zikhutshiwe ngaphambili, kwaye le (achtung! Akhtung!) Phantse iiveki ezintathu ngaphandle kwesikolo. Kwaye kwakhona siphinde siye naphi na, umyeni uyaqhubeka nokusebenza, kwaye ke, kuya kufuneka ukuba uza nezokuzonwabisa kwaye alungiselele kwiofisi yebhokisi.
Kwindawo yokudlala - oh, ezi ndawo zibanjiwe ndim kwaye nditshintshe! - I-ncanmymymy yamkhathalela omnye umama wesikolo sethu.
- Unjani?
- I-nuuu, fitisov, ndiphendula nge-acid ye-acid yam. -Ndicinga ngekhefu elizayo ... andiphili nje kwezi veki.
-Uyayazi, bendinayo. Kwaye emva koko ndazixelela ukuba akukho msebenzi. AYIKHO nto konke konke: Ayibalulekanga kwi-wangaphakathi iyakhala, ngakumbi kuyo yonke le nto.
Kwaye waqalisa ukundixelela ngencwadi edumileyo "Ukunyamezela" Ukuguqulela " kwenzeka ebomini bakhe ixesha elifutshane.
Kwaye andazi ukuba kutheni, kodwa onke amazwi akhe afikelele ngqo kwinjongo - inokubonwa, indawo ehambelana, ixesha kunye nemeko yam. Ubuncinci, yahlukile kakhulu kumgangatho "kufuneka ubandezeleke, abantwana baya kukhula bathini," "Ucinga ukuba xa ndisazale ntoni ngoku?" Uyakuthanda " hlaziya "kufutshane.
Ngequbuliso ndawakhumbula la maxesha xa kwakusenzeka kwimowudi efanayo, ukuqesha emsebenzini. "Hayi indlela endidinwa ngayo ... bendikuphosile ubomi bam bonke ukuze ndisebenze eofisini kuMalume ... Andisokuze ndifumane usapho ..." Ndizame ukufumanisa indlela endizifundileyo, ndifunde malunga nebhalansi, Dlulisa "ubomi bonke" kwi-crust ukuze uqhekeze kwaye ujonge ifilimu yemoyeni epheleleyo "Imfihlelo" (Umama, osisiqingatha esivela kwingqondo, ngoku eyakha amehlo eNtaba). Ngendlela, yanceda: iminyaka esixhenxe ubudala kukho usapho, kwaye yintoni enye!
Ngokubanzi, kuyavela, imeko ayikho kuzo zonke iimeko. Ukuba okanye ukungavuyi kwaye kwanelisekile ebomini kukhetho nje lwethu. Ngaphakathi kum ngokungathi ukukhanya kukhanyiswe, kwaye ngelo xesha ndagqiba kwelokuba: akusasebenzi. Andizukukhalaza ngobomi okanye abanye. Ndiza kuphazamisa nayiphi na imonogue ye-bitland kwibinzana lokuqala. Ndiza kukhangela kwaye ndigxile kokulungileyo, ngamandla am onke.
Andizukuthetha oko. Ifuna ukubayisa kakhulu. Ndikhathazekile ukuba andizukuphumelela: ukulandelelana ekwenzeni izigqibo ezithathiweyo ayisiyo ihashe lam. Kodwa omnye ummangaliso waphumelela.
Ngokwenyani, imigaqo yomdlalo yayilula: Ukutsiba yonke into engathandekiyo ngokwayo, gxila kuphela. Yonke imihla enkosi: ngokwakho, ubomi. Kwaye kwakhona kwaye kwakhona.
Kwaye emva koko utshintsho lwaqala. Bacacile kangangokuba akunakwenzeka ukuba ungamangaliswa. Iiholide zethu zeKrisimesi zahlutha kwaye zifudumele, kwaye kwakungekho luyolo lokudinwa ngokusisigxina nabantwana. Umyeni uqhwaba ngokukhululekileyo kwaye onwabile, kuba bendika ukuyibuyisa nge-negative. Sele ekuqaleni kukaJanuwari, kwabakho ithuba lokunika umntwana igadi iiyure ezine ngosuku. Iiyure ezine zenkululeko-ixabiseke kakhulu!
Ngaphezulu. Ngequbuliso, kwenzeke ukubandakanyeka kwi-hobby owuthandayo-umculo, yaba yinto efihlakeleyo yomoya omtsha, wandinika amandla okudala, owawusenziwa ngaphambili. Ekugqibeleni ndabhala amabali abantwana awayehlala ngaphezulu konyaka entlokweni yam. Ndigqibe kwelokuba ndibuyele kumsebenzi wokuqala wentatheli kwaye umhleli - kwaye izindululo zomsebenzi zaqala ukufumana indawo. Ndiye ndabuyela kum inxenye ebalulekileyo yobomi bam, bendingasafuneki nge-100% yosapho kunye nabantwana.
Andikho kwingcali yonke kwingcinga elungileyo. Kwaye kum, ewe, ikhefu kwaye usentlungwini usekwenzeka. Kodwa kwinye nam ndiqinisekile ngokuthe ngqo. Xa kubi, xa lusizi, ilolo, engenathemba- sinokubazinceda. Ukuba akunakwenzeka ukufumana uncedo ngaphandle, qiniseka: Onke amandla nobulumko ungaphakathi kwethu, kufuneka nje ujonge umphefumlo wakho.
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