Ngo-Ephreli 26, 1986, uchungechunge lokuqhuma lwachitha umjaho nokwakhiwa kweyunithi lesine lamandla weChernobyl NPP. Lokhu kwaba yinhlekelele enkulu yezobuchwepheshe yekhulu lama-20.
Encwadini svetlana aleksievich "Chernobyl emthandazweni" waqoqa izinkumbulo zabahlanganyeli bale nhlekelele. Izinkumbulo zenhlekelele. Mayelana nokuphila, ukufa nothando.
Mayelana Nothando
Waqala ukuguquka - nsuku zonke ngahlangana nomunye umuntu ... ukushiswa kwakhuphuka ngenhla ... Emlonyeni, ngolimi, izihlathi - okokuqala kwakukhona ama-mucosa, amafilimu ama-mucosa ... ifilimu Okumhlophe ... Umbala wobuso ... Umbala wempunga ... oluhlaza okwesibhakabhaka ... obomvu ... ebomvu ... futhi konke kungokwami, okuthandayo! Akunakwenzeka ukusho! Akunakwenzeka ukubhala! Futhi noma usinde ... usindise iqiniso lokuthi konke lokhu kwenzeka ngaso leso sikhathi; Bengingenaso isikhathi sokucabanga, uma bekufanele ngikhale.
Ngamthanda! Bengingazi ukuthi ngamthanda kanjani! Sisanda kushada ... sehla ngomgwaqo. Ubambe ezandleni nasephoyisheni. Futhi ukwanga, ukwanga. Abantu badlula, futhi wonke umuntu uyamamatheka ... umtholampilo wesifo se-radiation acute radiation - izinsuku eziyishumi nane ... izinsuku eziyishumi nane, umuntu uyafa ...
ULyudmila Inatenko, unkosikazi wesicishamlilo oshonile vasily inatenko
Ngokufa
Emehlweni ami ... Ku-parade form yake yanamathela esikhwameni se-cellophane futhi yabopha ... futhi lesi sikhwama besivele sifakwe ebhokisini lokhuni ... kanti ibhokisi lalifakiwe esikhwameni sokhuni ... kanti ibhokisi lalifakwe esikhwameni sobabili ... I-Cellofan icacile, Kepha ubukhulu be-glue ... futhi vele konke lokhu kwafakwa ebhokisini le-zinc ... ... Isikhulisa esisodwa phezulu sasala ... Sithathe ikhomishini yezimo eziphuthumayo. Futhi wonke umuntu wathi into efanayo nathi esingakutshela yona izidumbu zabayeni bakho, ngeke, zinomsakazo kakhulu futhi zizongcwatshwa emathuneni amathuna eMoscow ngendlela ekhethekile. Futhi kufanele usayine lo mbhalo ...
Nginomuzwa wokuthi silahlekelwa ukuqaphela. Nginami nge-hysterical: "Kungani umyeni wami kufanele ecashe? Lowo? Assassin? Ubugebengu? Ubugebengu? Singobani We-Kony? " Emathuneni, amasosha ayezungezwe amasosha ... ayephansi kwe-convoy ... futhi ibhokisi lelo lalithwalwa ... akekho ovunyelwe ... Sasingavunyelwe ... Sasi ... "Ngokushesha! Ngokushesha! " - Kuyalwe isikhulu. Abazange banikeze nebhokisi lokugomela ... futhi - ngokushesha kumabhasi ... bonke abampofu ...
ULyudmila Inatenko, unkosikazi wesicishamlilo oshonile vasily inatenko
Mayelana ne-feat
Sithathe okubhaliselwe ukungadalulwa ... Ngangithulisa ... Ngokushesha emva kwebutho, wakhubazeka neqembu lesibili. Ngeminyaka engamashumi amabili nambili. Wayenele ... I-Graphite yeTesked enamabhakede ... ama-X-ray ayizinkulungwane eziyishumi ... imigqa enezitolo ezijwayelekile, amacembe ajwayelekile "amacembe, igama elithi" amacembe, igama lawo labizwa ngokuthi "ama-muzzles." USarcophag uthululiwe. Ithuna elikhulu lapho kungcwatshwa khona ngumuntu ophezulu uValery Halerychuk, owahlala phansi kwenxiwa emizuzwini yokuqala yokuqhuma kokuqhuma. Iphiramidi yekhulu lamashumi amabili ... kusamele sikhonze ezinye izinyanga ezintathu. Wabuyela engxenyeni, engashintshiwe. Uhambe kulabo abahlengikazi abafanayo, emabhuthini, ababekuphendukayo. Ngaphambi kokuba iDemobel ... futhi uma unikezwe ukutshela engingakutshela khona? Wasebenza efektri. Inhloko ye-workshop: "Misa izimpande, bese wehlisa." Kuncishisiwe. Ngiye kumqondisi: "Awunalo ilungelo. Ngingama-chernobylts. Ngikusindisile. Kuvikelwe! " - "Asikuthumanga lapho."
Ebusuku ngivuka ngezwi likamama: "Ndodana, kungani uthule? Awulali, uqamba amanga ngamehlo akho avulekile ... futhi ukukhanya kuvutha ... "Ngithule. Akekho ongakhuluma nami ukuze ngiphendule. Ngolimi lwami ... akekho oqonda ukuthi ngabuya kuphi ... futhi angikwazi ukungitshela ...
UVictor Sanko, wangasese
Mayelana nokuba ngumama
Intombazane yami ... Akafani nonke omunye umuntu ... Lapha kuzokhula, futhi uzongibuza: "Kungani ngingenjalo angikuthandi lokho?" Lapho izalwa ... kwakungeyona ingane, kodwa isikhwama esiphilayo, esimisiwe zivela kuzo zonke izinhlangothi, hhayi isililo esisodwa, kuphela amehlo avulekile. Ikhadi lezokwelapha elilotshwe: "Intombazane eyazalwa ine-pathology eyinkimbinkimbi ye-anus aplasia, i-anus aplasia, i-aplasia aplasia, i-aplasia yezinso kwesokunxele" ... .. enjengaye, ungaphili, enjalo ngokushesha afe. Akafanga ngoba ngiyamthanda. Ngeke ngisakwazi ukuzala. Ungalokothi ungesabi. Kubuyiselwe esibhedlela i-Maternity: Indoda iqabula ebusuku, nginikina konke - asikwazi ... Isono ... Ukwesaba ..
Eminyakeni emine kuphela lapho nginikezwe isitifiketi sezokwelapha esiqinisekisa ubudlelwano bemisebe ye-Ionizing (imithamo emincane) nge-pathology yayo embi. Ngenqatshelwe iminyaka emine, ngangazi: "Intombazane yakho ingumntwana okhubazekile." Isikhulu esisodwa samemeza: "Izinzuzo zeChernobyl zazifunwa! Imali yeChernobyy! " Njengoba bengingalahlekelwa ukwazi ehhovisi lakhe ... abakwazanga ukuqonda okukodwa ... Akafuni ... Bengidinga ukwazi ukuthi lokhu akuyona umyeni wami nomyeni wami ... hhayi uthando lwethu ... (i Ungami. Cry.)
Larisa Z., Umama
Mayelana nengane
Ifu elimnyama elinjalo ... ukugeza okunjalo ... ama-puddle aphela ophuzi ... luhlaza ... Asizange sigijime ezimpondweni, sivele sazibuka. Ugogo wasivalela e-cellar. Futhi ngokwakhe baguqa baguqa futhi bathandaza. Futhi safundiswa: "Thandaza !! Lokhu ukuphela komhlaba. Isijeziso sikaNkulunkulu ngenxa yezono zethu. " UMfoweth 'wayeneminyaka eyisishiyagalombili, kodwa nginezinto eziyisithupha. Saqala ukukhumbula izono zethu: waphula imbiza ngejame raspberry ... futhi angizange ngivume kumama wami ukuthi ngibambelele kocingo futhi ngaphuka khona ingubo entsha ... ngiyakhumbula Isosha lixoshwe ngekati ... UDosimeter wasebenza ekati elifana nemoto: chofoza, chofoza kuye - umfana nentombazane yabo ... Lo mfana akulutho, nentombazane wamemeza: "Ngeke nginike !!" Gijimani futhi nikhala: "Muhle, inhlanzi! UFreesy, omuhle! " Futhi isosha elinesikhwama esikhulu se-cellophane ...
Umama nobaba waqabula, futhi ngazalwa. Bengihlala ngicabanga ukuthi angisoze ngafa. Manje sengikwazi engizokufa. Umfana walala nami esibhedlela ... ama-vadik corinks ... Izinyoni zangidonsela. Izindlu. Wafa. Angesabi ukufa ... uzolala isikhathi eside, ungalokothi uvuke ... ngiphuphe ngilala, njengoba ngifa. Ngezwa ephusheni, ukuthi umama wakhala kanjani. Futhi wavuka ..
Izinkumbulo zezingane
Mayelana nempilo
Ngijwayele konke. Iminyaka eyisikhombisa ngihlala yedwa, iminyaka eyisikhombisa, njengoba abantu behamba ... Akukude, komunye umzana, futhi, umfazi wedwa ophilayo, ngathi ngiya kimi. Futhi nginendodakazi, namadodana ami ... konke kusedolobheni ... futhi angifuni ndawo! Okufanele uyenze? Kuhle lapha! Konke kukhula, konke kuqhakaza. Kusukela phakathi nesilo, konke kuphila. Indaba yenzeka ... ngibe nekati elihle. Obizwa nge-vaska. Ebusika, amagundane alambile ahlaselwe, akukho ukusindiswa. Ngaphansi kokukhuphuka kwengubo. Okusanhlamvu emgqonyeni - umgodi waphuka. Ngakho-ke uVaska wasindiswa ... Ngaphandle kweVaska ngabe wafa ... Sizokhuluma naye, siyodla isidlo sakusihlwa. Futhi-ke uVaska wanyamalala ... Mhlawumbe izinja ezilambile lapho zihlasela khona futhi zidliwe? Angizange ngibe yi-vaska yami ... futhi ngilindela usuku, futhi ezimbili ... Futhi inyanga ... kahle, kwakukhona, ngangingedwa. Hhayi nobani futhi bakhulume. Ngangena edolobhaneni, ngokusho kwabafokazi babiza: Vaska, uMurka ... izinsuku ezimbili ezibizwa.
Ngosuku lwesithathu - ukuhlala ngaphansi kwesitolo ... sabheka phansi ... Uyajabula, futhi ngiyajabula. Ngeke nje akhulume izwi. "Masihambe," ngiyabuza, "waya ekhaya." Sihlala ... Meow ... Ngiyinika ukucela: "Uzoba yini lapha wedwa? Izimpisi zizodla. Gijimani. Asambe Nginamaqanda, amanoni. Nakhu ukuthi ungachaza kanjani? Ikati lolimi lwabantu aliqondi, futhi wacabanga kanjani ngami ngaleso sikhathi? Ngiya phambili, futhi ugijima ngemuva. Meow ... "Ngizosika isalari" ... Ngizohlala ndawonye ... "Sizophila ndawonye" ... Meow ... "Ngizokushayela nge-vaska" ... Meow .. . Futhi manje sesikhungathekile isikhathi eside ebusika ...
UZinaida Evdokimovna KOLENONKO, Moodos
Mayelana bukhoma
Kwakudingeka ukudubula esitobhini ... I-Bitch ilele phakathi kwekamelo nemidlwane ezungeze ... yathela inhlamvu kimi khona lapho ... imidlwane ikhotha izandla,. Isiwula. Ukudutshulwa kubalwe ukugcizelelwa ... Inja eyodwa ... Padel Black ... Ngisazisola ngakho. Balayisha iloli labo lokulahla okugcwele, liphezulu. Sinenhlanhla ku "Mogilnik" ... Ukukhuluma iqiniso, umgodi ojulile ojwayelekile, yize kudingekile ukumba ngendlela yokuthi ungatholi amanzi asemhlabathini bese uwubeka phansi kweCherofan. Thola indawo ephakeme ... Kepha leli cala, wena ngokwakho uyaqonda, bephulwe yindawo yonke: I-Cellophane ibingenjalo, indawo leyo ibingashintshi isikhathi eside.
Bona, uma ububi, kepha balimala kuphela, bacule ... bakhalela ... bazithululele elolini lokulahla imfucumfucu emgodini, futhi le podelka yenda. Likhuphuka. Ayikho i-cartridge ehlala ihlala. Anginalutho lokuqeda ... Hhayi i-cartridge eyodwa ... umhlane wakhe emgodini odonswe ngakho-ke umhlabathi wathululelwa. Usaxolisa.
UVictor Verzhikovsky, Hunter
Futhi mayelana nothando
Yini engingamnika yona ngaphandle kwemithi? Yiliphi ithemba? Wayengafuni ukufa kakhulu. Odokotela bangichazele: izingalo ze-metastase ngaphakathi emzimbeni, uzofa masinyane, futhi baphakamisa phezulu ... ngomzimba ... Ebusweni ... okuthile okumnyama kuwo. I-chin evutha endaweni ethile, intamo yanyamalala, ulimi luyaphuma. Imikhumbi yayiqhuma, ukopha kwaqala. "O, memeza, - Futhi igazi." Ukusuka entanyeni, ngesihlathi, nezindlebe ... kuzo zonke izinkomba ... Ngiphethe amanzi abandayo, ngibeka umugqa - ungagcini. Okuthile kubi. Umcamelo wonke uzobalekela ... I-Tasik Stand, ukuphuma egumbini lokugezela ... Izinduku zishaye ... Njengasebhodini lomnyango ... lo msindo ... ngizwa ebusuku. .. Ngibiza isiteshi se-ambulensi, futhi sebeyasazi, abafuni ukuhamba. Uma unikelwe, "i-ambulensi" yafika ... udokotela osemusha ... wasondela kuye kwathi masihlanu nanhlanu, "Ake ungitshele, futhi akanaphutha iChernobyl? Hhayi kulabo abavakashele lapho? " Ngiyaphendula: "Yebo." Futhi yena, angikweqibi, kwamemeza: "Sithandwa sami, ngingahle ngiwuqede! Okuningi! Ngabona iChernobyl efa. "
Ngihlale ngilindile, ithikithi lezempi kanye ne-chernobyl medal ... (ngemuva kokuthula.) ... bengijabule kakhulu! Ekuseni ngindla futhi ngiyasazisa indlela adla ngayo. Ihlanganyela kanjani. Ukuhamba kancane emgwaqweni. Ngingumtapo wezincwadi omuhle, kepha angiqondi ukuthi lokhu kungawuthanda kanjani umsebenzi. Ngamthanda kuphela. Munye. Futhi angikwazi ngaphandle kwakhe. Ngiyamemeza ebusuku ... ngikhalela emcameni ukuze izingane zingezwa ...
UValentina Panasevich, unkosikazi we-liquidator
