U-Olga Berggolts. Izwi le-leningrad elihlangeziwe

"Akekho okhohliwe futhi akukho lutho olukhohliwe," Leli yizwi lakhe. Izwi elalisakazwa emigwaqweni embozwe yiqhwa ledolobha, elalifanelwe yindlala, libanda nemizwa yobubi obungenakugwenywa. Izwi likaLeningrad uqobo. Izwi lika-Olga Berglz.

Buthule futhi mnene ngohlobo lwe-blonde ngamehlo asobala - ubani obengacabanga ukuthi kungenzeka ukuthi kungenzeka kube namandla amakhulu kukho? U-Olga wathutha iBlockade, futhi evame ukukhunjulwa ngakho. Kepha ngisho ne-blockade bekungeyona ubusuku obukhulu kunabo bonke, ububi obukhulu empilweni yakhe. Futhi wakwazi ukusinda, futhi wakwazi ukudala.

U-Olga wazalelwa emndenini wodokotela ohlinza udokotela waseJalimane ngo-1910. Lokhu kusho ukuthi lapho eneminyaka engu-4, impi yaqala. Impi yathathelwa indawo yiRevolution, Revolution - impi entsha, izakhamizi. Kufikile okubonakala kuthula ukuthula, futhi kusukela ekuphakameni kwendaba kwavela ukuthi kufakwe phakathi kwezimpi. Inkondlo ye-OLGA yafika iminyaka engu-12 yanyatheliswa ephephandabeni laseLeninist Sparks, le ndaba ikumagazini "Red Tie". U-Olga wahlangana nomyeni wakhe wokuqala, wafunda ePhilfak yase-University of Leningrad. Wahlukaniswa nomyeni wakhe: impilo. Masinyane washada futhi: futhi lokhu kuyimpilo. Kuqala ukushicilela kwi-Journal "Chizh". UNkulunkulu wabeletha amadodakazi kaRu nase maya.

Ngo-1933, indodakazi ka-Olga yafa, iMaya eneminyaka yobunye. Kusuka ekuguleni. Ngo-1936, indodakazi endala yashona, i-IRA eneminyaka eyisishiyagalombili. Kusuka kusici senhliziyo. Ngo-1938, umyeni wokuqala wadutshulwa, kwathi u-Olga ngokwakhe waboshwa. Ngemuva kokuphenywa qhwa, indodakazi engakazalwa ka-Olga yafa. Bengingenalo igama. Ukumangalelwa okuboshwe ngu-Olga kwaqashelwa ukuthi kwangamanga, futhi wadedelwa. Akasenawo amanye amadodakazi. Angikaze.

Ngemuva konyaka wabhala kudayari yakhe eyimfihlo:

Umuzwa wejele manje, ngemuva kwezinyanga ezinhlanu, uvela kimi ebukhali kunangaphambili ngemuva kokukhululwa. Akunakuzizwa nje kuphela, ngiphunga leli phunga elisindayo le-Corridor ejele endlini enkulu, iphunga lezinhlanzi, elimanzi, no-anyanisi, ukuhlukunyezwa, ukuphelelwa yithemba, ngethemba, ne Obani ababephenywa ngemibuzo ... baphangale umphefumulo, baphumula kuwo, baphanga emgqeni, baphanga kuye, gadil, bamgxuma bathi: "Phila"

Futhi kwadingeka ngiphile. U-Olga walulama ebunyeni bababhali, wajoyina iqembu, wasebenza. Wadonsela obala lokhu kukhanya, emuva, umyeni, uNikolai Molchanov. Ngaphandle kothando lwakhe, wayezonyamalala. Ngemuva kwalokho kwenzeka 1941. Impi. Futhi ngokushesha - blockade. Umyeni wami wayengasazungeza, waya ngaphambili. Manje u-Olga wadonsa uLeningrad kuye, njengoba uNikolai edonswa phambi kwe-Olga. Naphezu kwezwi elithule, elibuthakathaka, waphuthunyiswa ukusebenzela i-Leningrad Radio. Wafunda idolobha lomdabu nelithandayo lezinkondlo. Wamkhuthaza, waduduzeka, wathulula amandla akhe kuye. Owesifazane omncane owasho kusuka ku-dystrophy, umlobi wezincwadi zezingane, ngokuzumayo waba uphawu lokumelana kwama-leningraders. Kuthiwa uHitler wambheka njengesitha sakhe, kanye no-Ilya Ehredburg. UNikolai Molchanov ushone. Ngo-1942.

Isihogo asiphelanga ngempi. Wavele wathula. U-Olga wayengumngane no-Akhmatova; U-Olga wabhala le ncwadi "kusho uLeningrad," lapho kwakukhona, njengoba kwenzeka, kuthembekile ngokweqile, kubhekwe ngokweqile. U-Olga waxoshwa. Waba ngokungadingekile. Ngo-1948 kushona uyise.

Muhle. Onekhono. Uqine. Zonke izinto ukuze zijabule. Konke ngaphandle komlando uqobo. U-Olga Berggolts waqala ukuphuza, futhi akekho noyedwa ozokhalela ulimi lwakhe ukuba ahlambalaze kuwo. Mhlawumbe uzonyamalala ngokuphelele. Kepha wayenempilo eningi ngaphakathi, futhi waphila. Izamile ukuzivumelanisa nezimo, ukubhala izinto ezifanele, izinkondlo ezifanele. Ngaqamba isithembiso sokudumisa ukushona kukaStalin. (Futhi kwakumelene naye, khona-ke akukho cha, cha, makube necala).

UThaw wamsiza. Futhi waqala ukuphrinta okuningi. Wabona ukuthi bekufanele, wanikezwa. Futhi wayengaphila kangako, wafa ngo-1975. I-Drieries yakhe yahlukaniswa ngokushesha futhi yathunyelwa eSpetCran. Futhi, umuntu wayengeyona inhliziyo yezwi lakhe. Okufakiwe kushicilelwe kuphela ngo-2010.

Kepha izwi lembongi lizwakala ngenkathi kunezinkondlo zakhe. Usenathi.

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Futhi uzoziqhenya kakhulu, ukhale: "Mama, bheka! IGolide elihle, ngqo ilanga, esifubeni ... "

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U-Olga uvame ukubuza ngobubi bempi futhi akakaze ngezinkinga zakhe, okufanayo, mhlawumbe okukhulu. Wakhalaza:

Kuyadingeka ukwazi "impilo yabantu", kodwa eyami, impilo yami ebabayo nephumayo - futhi kusho okuthile!

Ngakho-ke. Kakhulu!

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