Emphakathini "ozwayo. Ubufazi. ICaucasus "VKontakte bonke ababhalisile abangamashumi amahlanu, noma kunjalo, nsuku zonke izindaba ezingezinhle abangaziwa zivela kulo empeleni ezenzeka nabesifazane baseCaucasian. OKUFANELE UKWENZELEKILE OKUFANELE. Ayikwazi ukukhononda.
Ezinganekwaneni ezindala, abantu abaye baba yizisulu zabo futhi baphoqeleka ukuthi bagcine imfihlakalo yabahlukumezi babo, kungekudala bathola indlela yokutshela umhlaba ngabo. Kungenzeka ukuthi ulinde uze ufe, futhi i-Costinkus yayizokhula emathanjeni akho. Kungenzeka ukuhlebeza emgodini, lapho imicu izokhula khona. Ngokuhamba kwesikhathi, i-crystina yaphenduka umtshimba futhi yaveza imfihlo yombulali, abacindezelwe, umdlwenguli.
Izindaba eziningi zeqembu azisho ngisho nokuhleba ku-pump of mope, lokhu kukhale kwangempela. Kubi ukucabanga ukuthi sizozwa lapho umtshingo womlingo uzokhula izinyembezi zabesifazane futhi ukhuluma futhi ukhulume.
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Ubaba ungumuntu ovikelekile futhi ohlonishwa kakhulu e-Omsk. Ngashada nendodana yomlingani wakhe, kwakuwumndeni onenzuzo. Ekuqaleni ngathatha imoto, ngoba akukho okuzogibela eyodwa. Waqala washaya, okokuqala ngenkani, wabe esethula imilenze yakhe, futhi ngemuva kokuguqa imilenze, futhi ngemuva kokuguqeka wancenga wathethelela. Futhi ngancenga umfowethu ukuthi angilande. Akekho owayefuna ukukhuphukela ezinkingeni zabanye abantu.
Ngakhulelwa futhi ngakhipha isisu ngasese, ngoba ngangiqonda ukuthi ngangena ebugqilini obugcwele. Wafunda futhi wangishaya izinso, i-spleen eqhuma. Amahora ama-4 ngilele endaweni yokuphuma, wahamba wavala umnyango. Ngabiza i-ambulensi, kwakungekho okhiye, kwadingeka ngikhahlele umnyango. Abazali bafunda futhi bafika bevakashele kuphela isonto kamuva, umama wathi ngenze okungalungile futhi ngamlethela. I-freak ngokwayo iza futhi yancenga ukuthi ixolele, yakhala ngokuthi bekuyisikhathi sokugcina.
Umzala kuphela owayeseceleni kwami, ngemuva kokudedelwa ngangithatha, wasiza ukuhlela isehlukaniso, athengise ifulethi athuthele kwelinye izwe. Akekho ozongithola, nabazali bami angisekeli ukuxhumana, babi kakhulu kunezitha, uma sezithengise isilo njengomkhiqizo.
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Ngeke ngikwazi ukuxhumana nezintombi, ngiye ejimini, endaweni ye-cafe, e-cinema, ngigqoke engifuna ukumhleka kakhulu, ngihambise imoto, ngishayele kwi-Intanethi, ngihlale kwi-Intanethi nokunye okuningi. Kwakuvame ukwehluka, ingxenye yonyaka womshado futhi manje awuyena owazibe yikho.
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Umkhulu weba ugogo. Wasizwa ngumzala wakhe. UDades kaBabushkina waphinde wantshontsha umyeni wakhe, impilo yakhe yonke ishaywa futhi imizwa yomoya, yashona ngaphambili futhi ayikwazanga nokuphumuza kuye. Wasiza ukweba umzala ofanayo. UPrababaBuin Dadewethu webe, wayishintsha impilo yakhe yonke nakho konke athutha ngakho konke athutha kona, nokuthi yini angeke ashukumise, athuke futhi ahlafuna (wonke umuntu manje awukhumbula ngokumamatheka okuhle). Ngazama ukusiza ukuntshontsha umama wami, ngenhlanhla, akazange aphume.
Udade ushaya futhi avukele indoda ngaphansi kwezingane. U-anti uzama ukwenza ukuhamba ku-saonane. Omanye u-anti ajwayele ukushaya, manje usofa uzolingana nosofa, uwuqukethe nezingane ezimbili (efulethini lakhe, athengwe ngaphambi komshado, kahle, nomkhuba wesikhathi eside). Umyeni wamemeza okwesithathu, lapho ekhulelwe, wambheka nge-porn. Indoda kafuba lesine ishaye uKrishnaism futhi yamshaya ngokupenda izinwele zakhe ibe mnyama noma izama ukuzondla ngasese izingane ngenyama (ukuvuvukala okukhanyiselwe). Ngenhlanhla, wakwazi ukuhamba.
I-Alignion yashada futhi yanyamalala, nguye kuphela ophendula izingcingo futhi ethumela ngenhlonipho. Abaculi abambalwa abathandayo bakade bahlabelela noma yimiphi imigqa ngemuva kwemishado yabo. Ubaba womakhelwane wamunca ukulala kwakhe lapho enza izinwele. Ubaba ntombi washaya umama wakhe ukuze alahlekelwe amahlebezi akhe, uRyokhllah nje (wayengumculi), wabe esehambile. Uyihlo uqobo akakaze anciphise ukusakaza izandla zakhe (kanye ne-mop enkulu yamapulangwe) futhi adwengule engxenyeni yezingubo angazange azithande. Imizuzu emi-5 ngaphambi kokuphuma, lapho abantu sebekulindile, shiya ekhaya - ngoba nje wayefuna.
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Umfowethu wangishaya, ngoba ngangikhuluma ngokubhalelana nomfana. Akukho okusondelana, ukuxhumana okujwayelekile nje.
Bengingalindele kuye, ngibonga kakhulu ngeqiniso lokuthi umama nobaba ngasohlangothini lwakhe.
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Ngifunde iminyaka eyi-12 kudokotela. Futhi angivunyelwe ukusebenza. Kuhle nhlobo. Umzamo omkhulu kangaka nakwabasebenzi nge-PS ngaphansi komsila ....
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Washada nothando olukhulu njengoba kwakubonakala kimi eminyakeni eyi-17. Ekuqaleni yonke into yayihamba kahle. Futhi ngemuva kwezinyanga ezi-3 kwathathelwa indawo ngokusobala. Wangidlwengula, wathambekela ocansini ngomlomo nangobutha. Wavinjelwa, washaya imilenze yakhe phambi kobuso, wazama ukudonsa ugwayi ngami, wathela i-glue ekhanda lakhe. Ngalinda lapho elele, wageza ikhanda, waqoqa izinsalela zezinto kumaphakeji ama-2 futhi wabangela itekisi. Unina wangincenga ukuthi ngihambe, besaba ukuthi ekuseni uthole ukulahleka kwami bekuzomshaya. Ngamtshela ukuthi bazophonsa amabhuloho ekati ekati, futhi iNkosi izongiphindisela. Futhi uyazi? Ngakho-ke kwaphuma! Yena noMama balahlekelwa umsebenzi ebhizinisini elihle kakhulu. Waphula izandla nemilenze.
Lapho ngifika ekhaya - Umama wakhala wabona ukubukeka kwami. Lapho umzalwane ebona, waphenduka ubala futhi kwakunzima kuye ukuphefumula. Benginobuso obumnyama ngokuphelele nentamo. Kwakuwukulimala okuqinile! Konke kwehle ngesonto ngemuva kuka-3! Eminyakeni embalwa kamuva, le mbuzi yavela empilweni yami futhi - yacela ukuthi iphinde iqale. Ngamthumela!
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Ngabiwa ngumakhelwane lapho ngineminyaka engu-18 ubudala. Ayikwazanga ukubuyela emuva, yayizohlazisa wonke umndeni, khona-ke akekho ozogawula omunye udade. Iminyaka eyodwa nengxenye ngathola izinto ezimbi kangangokuba awudluleli. Umyeni wami wangishaya, udadewabo, umama wakhe. Nginephutha ukupheka, ngihlanze izinkomo, ngihlala, ngidle, ngiphefumule! Ngamncenga umama ukuthi angimukele, ngatshelwa ukuthi kudingeka uhlakaniphe nobuqili, gcina umshado, futhi ungaphatheli.
Ngemuva kwesigamu sonyaka wangishaya, waphula ithanga lakhe, wasuka ezitebhisini. Ngaphathwa isikhathi eside kakhulu, angibuyelanga emuva, ngathatha impahla yami ngahamba ngezinyawo ngiye edolobheni. Ngiyajabula ukuthi angikhulelwa kulolu bastard. Ngiqale ngasebenza njengehlanza, ngaya eChelyabinsk, ngangena efektri, bekukhona izifundo, manje ngisebenza njengomsizi wami wezakhiwo, ngihlala nomngane wami noCatika.
Njalo kusihlwa, ngilala, ngikhumbula impilo yokugcina futhi angikholwa nokuthi konke bekunami ...
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Ngiguqula umyeni wami. Cishe nsuku zonke nomuntu uzakwabo emsebenzini. Umndeni ucabanga ukuthi ngingunkosikazi oyisibonelo, amaSulumane kanye noMama 3 izingane. Futhi anginamahloni ...
Ngiyawazi lo wesifazane kusukela ebuntwaneni ebuntwaneni, u-anti Jeanne ovela kuPyatigorsk, angisekho ukubona owesifazane ongashadile ukuze azicasule. Upheke kakhulu emndenini wakhe, kwakukhona umyeni kwakuyisixuku uGag nezingane ezimbili, ezizothola izitsha ezanele endaweni yokudlela ye-cafe. Wakhulisa ekuseni kakhulu wahamba ebusuku. Amaqebelengwane, anconywe nsuku zonke ukubhaka okusha, futhi mina noDolma angazi amagama alezo zitsha azilungiselela zona.
Wayeyindlu enezitezi ezimbili, izinja ezimbili nepulazi elincane.
Kuleyo minyaka okushodayo, waqoqa amadodakazi akhe wesikhathi esizayo, lapho abafana bakhe beneminyaka emithathu.
Wayenomusa futhi engumhlatshelo, wayenomusa emehlweni akhe.
Ngisanda kuzwa ukuthi kwenzeke kuye, umyeni kaMavel uhlala edlula emantombazaneni amancane futhi atheleleke nge-hepatitis S. Enegciwane kanye naye, futhi ehlelweni lokwelashwa, kwenzeke okuthile kuye nge-psyche yakhe, ngememori, futhi izandla zaqala thuthumela.
Ngokuvamile, bakhangisa endaweni ethile emzaneni othile kagogo. Ukuze kungaphazamisi. Lapho ngifunda kimi, kwakuyibhomu ukuze kudilizeke kancane. Ngakho-ke, wapakisha amashumi eminyaka, wawaqamba amabanga, amadoda abo, futhi bayiphonsa njengento engenasidingo.
Lo mhlatshelo wesifazane awunanzuzo. Kuyinto elula kakhulu, makubonge umkakhe futhi uziqhayise phambi kwezivakashi, zisho lokho zenziwe kahle, futhi ziphonse ngokuhamba kwesikhathi.
Futhi ngingitholile ukuthi lesi sidalwa esiminyene sakhalaza kubo bonke abangane njengoba ediniwe nonkosikazi ogulayo, nokuthi kungani enezinkinga ezinjalo kuye, futhi ufuna ukunakwa nokunakekela.
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Sawubona. Ngifuna ukuhlanganyela nawe indaba encane eyenzeka e-Uzbekistan. Yize isilinganiso se-Asia kungeyona iCaucasus, ngeke futhi athathe izinto ezingesabi kakhulu.
E-aula, lapho abazali bami bazalwa futhi bakhule kuze kube namuhla, ugogo uyaphila, umndeni ongomakhelwane waphinda washada nomuntu ocebile (ngokwezindinganiso zedolobhana, ngokweqiniso). Kubukeka sengathi konke kuhamba kahle, kepha ngobusuku bokuqala bomshado kwavela ukuthi umakoti akayona intombi amaSulumane athathwa njengehlazo lomndeni wonke. Ujabulele uMlobokazi nezihlobo zakhe ngesikhali, ngalobo busuku baphuthunyiswe kuYise woMlobokazi, bafuna ukuthatha indodakazi baphinde banxephezele zonke izindleko zomshado. Wayengenayo imali enjalo, futhi alondoloze udumo lomndeni, unikeza indodakazi yakhe encane kumka- "Obhalwe Ngeshwa", owayecishe abe yi-13. Ngokungenacala kwakhe, wenza i-bastard yomkakhe.
Futhi indodakazi endalo yagcina yahamba ngayo ayeyithanda futhi yalala nayo.
Futhi lokhu kuyenzeka yonke indawo emazweni ase-Asia, uma kungenjalo kubi.
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Lapho sengineminyaka engu-15, ngaphila, saphila ngaleso sikhathi ePyatigorsk, umndeni wawumcebo omncane, kodwa futhi akabulawa yindlala. Ngo-16 ngashada, ngabona umyeni wami ngaphambi komshado amahlandla amaningi, wabonakala kimi enendoda enhle nethambile. Bengiphutha kanjani!
Ngobusuku bokuqala bomshado, wangicela ukuba nginqume futhi ngilale embhedeni, ngagibela kancane, bengingalindele nje ukuthi konke kube njalo. Wabopha ukushaywa, ke owesibili. Konke kwakufana nenkungu.
Sasihlala nonina, ubaba nodadewethu abangu-2, ngabo bonke abancane, nganginobudlelwano obubi. Bezwa ubusuku bami be-hysterics, kumemeza, kepha akekho owazama ngempela ukungisiza. Ngatshela umama, uBaba, wonke umuntu wayekhona! Impela!
Ngemuva konyaka ngazala intombazane, kodwa waphila isikhashana. Kuvinjelwe futhi, izinkinga zaqala, ukuphuphuma kwesisu. Kwenqatshelwe ukukhulelwa ngonyaka olandelayo. Ukhulelwe ngemuva kwezinyanga eziyisithupha, wazalwa umfana. Waphuka, wathungwa. Kepha akuzange kukuvimbele ukuthi ungadlwenguli ngesonto ngemuva kwesibhedlela.
Angisenazo izinyembezi, angikaze ngiyeke ukukhala. Wayevame ukuqala ukukhononda umyeni kadadewabo omncane, wangisekela futhi wacela ukubaleka. Kodwa kanjani? Sasingenamali, futhi kwakungekho ndawo lapho siwuthatha khona. Wabeka igolide lakhe lapho eya esibhedlela. Kwakunemali encane, ama-ruble angaphezu kuka-10,000. Anginayo ipasipoti, ngakho-ke kwadingeka ngihambe ngebhasi. Ngosuku olumisiwe ngamnikeza njalo ngenyanga ngokopha futhi ngangena esibhedlela nodadewabo omncane, umamezala wami waceba. Sincenge ukuba siye kokuqala kumeluleki ngenkathi sihleli lapho, saphela sabamba itekisi.
Ebhasini bafika e-Ensentukov, udadewabo kadadewabo wahlala lapho, owavuma ukusithatha izinsuku ezimbalwa. Baye esontweni lakhe, ukusuka lapho bashiya i-tuapse, lapho ngisaphila khona nanamuhla.
Besifuna isikhathi eside futhi sinenkani, siqaphele yonke iminonjana, senza amadokhumenti ngenxa yabantu abanomusa, umsebenzi abatholakele, manje sithatha igumbi, ake sithathe imali ebanjiswayo. Ngibonga kakhulu kule ntombazane entekentekile, iqinile futhi inesibindi, kuningi okunjalo kuthathe nami! Ngiyabonga kubantu abalungile, sisisize ngempela MAHHALA!
Angazi lutho ngempilo yendodana, futhi angifuni ukwazi ukuthi ngokweqiniso. Angifuni okungenani okuthile kwangibopha okwedlule.
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Amantombazane, nje kudingeka akhulume nothile. Umndeni wendabuko wase-Armenia, zonke izinto, kahle, wena ngokwakho uyazi ukuthi. UBil, washintsha, waletha abangane. Ngokuvamile, ngadida usizi eminyakeni engaphezu kwengu-7 yempilo yomndeni. Kunezingane ezintathu, abathandekayo kakhulu futhi efiselekayo! Ngemuva komunye uMordoboy, ngisanda kuqoqa izinto, imali, amadokhumenti, ngithenge ithikithi eMoscow futhi wabhala i-Farewell Indaba nomyeni wakhe. Futhi konke kuzolunga, kepha ngamshiya nomama wami))) Yebo, ngiyaluma, kodwa nami ngifuna ukuziphilelela. Ngokungaziwa.
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