Imeko yomhlali we-Switzerland Julia Yinssen ogqirha ababizwa ngokuba yenye yezona zinto zimbi kangangokuba zakha zayibona. Esibhedlele, uJulia wadubanisa ubunzima obungama-35 kg. Ngoku uhamba kancinci uqhubeke nohlengahlengiso, kodwa kwiphephandaba imazi yemihla ngemihla agqibe kwelokuba axelele ibali lakhe kuzo zonke iinkcukacha ezoyikekayo.
Ngoku uJulia Jansen uneminyaka engama-24 ubudala kwaye ngokuthe ngcembe wafumana ubunzima, kodwa, njengoko evumayo, mhlawumbi ngaphandle kwaso kubheke ngakumbi, kodwa esi sifo sisahlala ngaphakathi. Ngamaxesha amabi, unokufihla ukutya ezindlebeni kwaye akhwele ibhotolo ezinweleni, angayidli. Kwakukho imihla, ixelela uJulia xa wayeka amanzi aselwandle, kuba wayesoyika ukuba "wosulelekile" nge-calories. Wayengasakwazi ukulawula izihlandlo ezininzi kwaye aphelelwe ngamatyeli aliqela.
Iingxaki zokutya zaqala xa uJulia wayeneminyaka eli-13 kwaye emva kweminyaka emithathu sele efunyanisiwe - i-anorexia nervosa.
Ukuba, kumhla watya isixa sokutya esingena entendeni yesandla sakhe, waphakama phakathi kobusuku kwaye wenza imithambo yokuphelisa eli "mandla".
"I-Anorexia yandinika umbono wokuzilawula ngokwakho kunye nomzimba wakhe ukuze ndikwazi ukuphazamisa uloyiko kunye neengxaki zotshintsho. Kwakulula kum ukuba ndijolise ekwenzeni ukwala ukutya kunento yokwenene ebomini bam. "
"Ukutya kwakuphi na, ndazifihla into ezipokothweni zam, ndonakalisa iqela leengxowa ezintle, into efihlakeleyo kwisofa. Ngokoqobo naphi na apho unokuyisusa khona. "
Xa wayediniwe kakhulu ukulwela ukutya okuqinileyo, waxelelwa ukuba asele imveliso yegesi emnandi esikolweni ukuze agcine amanqanaba eswekile yegazi kwaye afumane amandla amanye, kodwa yonke into iphele ngeminwe emibini emlonyeni.
Isalathiso sobunzima bomzimba sawa ngamanqaku ayi-12 kwinqanaba le-18T5- 24 - 24.9.
"Ndisazi nje ukuba ixesha lam kwisiphumo kwaye kube kanye ndingavumi nje." NgoDisemba ka-2014, uJulia waqonda ukuba, ukuba ayiqalanga ukutya, iKrisimesi ayizukuphila.
I-Anorexia, uthi, bathabatha ubutsha, ithuba lokufumana imfundo nabahlobo. Andiqaqambile xa ndisithi esi sifo sathabatha yonke into kum. Kwaye uvuyo lwabathandekayo bam. Ndakhe ndacandwa ndivalelwe entolongweni kwaye ndaya ngokufanayo neqokobhe elingenabomi, eline-yogurt ephantsi kunye neziqwenga ezimbalwa zekhukhamba zivele ngosuku.
Ndiyayazi loo nto ngoku ndibonakala ngcono. Kodwa ngokuziphatha ndisabandezeleka. Ngamaxesha am amabi, i-anorexia ihleli kwi-100% yobomi bam. Ngoku, ukuba usuku oluhle lungama-80%, ukuba kubi ngama-90%. Kodwa ndinayo le nto ixabisekileyo i-10 ukuya kwi-20%, endinokuyisebenzisa into elungileyo. Injongo yam kukwenza ubomi bam ndiphinde ndinama-95%, andivumi kakhulu. Ndifuna ukulawula i-Anorexia yam, kwaye andifuni ukuba ndiyilawule. "
"Ngoku i-anorexia isaziinkqantosi." Kukholelwa ukuba uya kukwenza ube mhle kwaye ube mhle. Akukho nto imbi xa umzimba wakho utsho kuwe. Kwaye ekubeni abazali bakhala, bajonga ekuhlaleni kwakho, bengazi ukuba benze ntoni ngayo.