Amakhwenkwe am athandekayo, le ncwadi ingenayo ileta, kodwa ndiyathemba ukuba uthando olulele kwilizwi ngalinye, likuphosile ngokugqibeleleyo. Ndiyakuthanda, elowo kuni - ngayo yonke into, kodwa ndiyoyika.
Ndidinga ukukuxelela ibali elinye - ibali endilifunwa kakhulu kuwe, kodwa enifanele usifunde.
Uyabona, ndiyayoyika wena, kodwa ndiyoyika. Into onokuba yiyo.
Ndiyoyika amakhwenkwe, kuba bakhulile kwaye babe ngamadoda, ezinye zazo zandoyikisa ngokwenene. Amanye amadoda ayakwazi ukoyikisa abafazi ekufeni-kuphela ngenxa yengozi abanokubangela. Okanye sele ibangelwe.
Ingozi, ixhoba elabingelilo umfazi omnye.
Ndandinyanzela ukuba ndingoyiki ihlabathi, endikukhokhelayo. Undoyike. Kwaye kufuneka ndizi ukuba awusoze ube njengaye.
Wayengumntu oqhelekileyo. Wafunda kwiKholeji kwaye "wathatha isigqibo esibi", kunye nesiTurner Brock. Igama lakhe yayinguDenny. Xa sidibana, kwabonakala kum ngobubele kwaye ndimhle, kodwa ke le nkwenkwe ihle yabutshintsha ubomi bam bubusuku, nokuba kunjalo, emva kweminyaka eli-13.
Kuba ngokuhlwa ngoku, xa sadibana, uDenny wandidlwengula. Wangena egumbini lam, wandidlwengula. Ndivuke egazini, wayephakathi kwam, eshukumisa yonke into ngaphakathi ngelixa ndikhwaza: "Hayi, hayi! OH UKULUNGA KWAM! AAA! WENZA NTONI? NDIYEKE!".
Akazange andikhulule. Endaweni yoko, wandiphosa kwisifuba somthi kwaye ndaqhubeka nokungena kum.
Uye wancuma ngokuchasene, "wancuma endlebeni yam. - "Ngaphambili, xa ndandijonge kum ngoncumo lokuhenyuza kule nto."
Kwiintsuku ezimbalwa kamva, xa ndazama ukucinga kwam emva komsitho obususe ubomi bam emilenzeni yam entlokweni yam, izwi layo. Akufanelanga ukuba unxibe. Usela, mhlawumbi ubumcele ukuba alale nawe? Mhlawumbi ubutsho okuthile, ungakhumbuli? "
Ilizwi entlokweni yam sisibonakaliso sehlabathi elikhohlakeleyo esiphila kulo. Eli lizwi landenza ukuba ndikholelwe ukuba ingxaki kum ihlelwe luluntu olugubungela inkcubeko yobundlobongela. Umbutho oqinisekileyo ukuba umfazi oziphatha ngokokuziqonda abantu abagulayo njengesimemo, ngokwakhe ufuna ukudlwengulwa.
Ndifuna ukuba uqonde, bantwana bam abathandekayo. Akukho mntu ufuna ukudlwengulwa, akukho mntu ubuza ngayo. Akukho mfazi uya kulala ngethemba lokuba uvuka kwintshukumo yendoda engaphakathi kuye. Udlwengulo lulwaphulo-mthetho apho amaxhoba amsulwa, nabani na ocingayo. Udlwengulo sisidima somntu, esihlutha isidima somntu, ukusetyenziswa kwezilwanyana zamandla okuqhekeza ubomi bomnye umntu ukuba aqhekeze.
Unokubuza ukuba kutheni ndinixelela eli bali limangalisayo. Ndimxelela, kuba, ngaphandle kwento yokuba ndiyoyika wena - madoda namadoda ngokubanzi - ndiyathemba. Ndiyathemba ukuba ngoonyana bam: "Ndiyathemba, Rylene naseUstin. Elowo ke undinika ithemba lokuba ayingabo bonke abafana abakhule bantwini abahluphekayo abafazi. Imiphefumlo yakho emdaka, ingenatyala iyandinceda ndiqonde ukuba awudingi woyike. Aninguye. Kwaye uluntu lwethu aluyi kuhlala luhleli kwindawo ekhoyo ngoku.
Undinika ithemba ngento onokuyitshintsha eli lizwe. Kwaye ndiziva ndinoxanduva lokuqinisekisa ukuba uhambe ngendlela, ekhokelela kutshintsho.
Isondo ididekile. Xa ukhula, uya kuziva umnqweno ongathandekiyo wokwanelisa enye yeemfuno zokuqala ezinamandla- sexy. Kodwa ngesondo kufuneka sisoloko sikwisivumelwano. Kwaye kule meko kuya kufuneka iphathe iqabane elinentlonipho ephezulu. Lumka, amakhwenkwe, abelana ngesondo unokutshabalalisa ubomi kwimizuzu emizuzu, ukuba awucingi ngento oyenzayo.
Kodwa ndimamele ngenyameko, kuba ngoku ndiza kwabelana nawe ngemfihlo. Ekuphela kwento enokuqina ngakumbi kunokwabelana ngesondo lukwazi, ulwazi kunye nelogic. Ukuba uzisebenzisa ngokuchanekileyo, iya kuba kukhuseleko lwakho olufanelekileyo.
Ngaba uyazi ukuba ndalithula ngayo eli lizwi libi entlokweni yam, bendisebenza kum ukuba ndiza kugxekwa ngenxa yokudlwengula kwam, iimpahla zam kunye nenani lokunxila? Ngoncedo lolwazi. Unjingalwazi wam kumthetho wolwaphulo-mthetho wandixelela ukuba, ngokomthetho, imvume yokwabelana ngesondo ithathwa njengengasebenziyo ukuba inikezelwa kwimeko yokunxila kotywala. Oku, inkxaso yoogqirha kunye nengqondo yayindigcinela ukuxoka, loluphi uluntu olufuna ukundinyanzela.
Ndiyazi ukuba yonke into inokuba ininzi kakhulu kuwe, kodwa ndifuna ukuba wazi ukuba ndilapha, ecaleni kwakho. Ubomi bakho bonke ndiyakuthembisa ukuba ndiza kukunika ulwazi oluza kukunceda ukuba unesisombululo nesilumkiso. Ndiza kukunceda ukuba wenze iminqweno yakho yangaphambili ukuze kungabikho naziphi na iimeko ezingakhange ziphume ziphantsi kolawulo kwaye azizange zithathe ngaphezulu kwenu. Ndiza kukubonisa indlela yokuphila ubomi obugcweleyo kwaye ndinyaniseke. Ndiza kukufundisa indlela yokuba ngamakhwenkwe azokutshintsha amanye amakhwenkwe.
Inkcubeko yobundlobongela ayisiyongxaki nje, le yingxaki yokwenene. Kodwa sonke sinokuchaphazela ikhosi yeziganeko. Singayiphulisa le ncwadi yokubi.
Ilizwi lam linye, kodwa wena unezo ezine. Kwaye amazwi ethu amane anokujika abe ziintlobo. Kodwa yonke into iqala nam-ndiza kukufundisa ukuba ngamakhwenkwe akhulayo abe ngamadoda axabisekileyo kwaye ahlonele ubungangamsha bobomi bomntu.
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