Buza phantse naliphi na ibhinqa eliselula ukuba libhale into kwizinto azithiyileyo, kwaye izinto ezine zelishumi ziya kuba malunga nezinto azizondayo.
Ngobuthathaka, ubudenge, ngokusilela, ngenxa yokuba umama okanye umfazi ongendawo. Uninzi lubhalwe malunga neempawu, iiyunithi zikhutshiwe ngokungafihlisiyo: "Ndiyazicaphukela."
Nangona ngamnye efundayo kwaye weva ngeengcebiso zengqondo ezivela kwiTV: "Zithande nje, kwaye yonke into izakulunga kwaye ilungile ebomini."
Emva kwezi ngcebiso, bayayithiya nangakumbi. Ngoku isibakala sokuba abanakuzithanda. Kodwa oku, njengoko sikhumbula kwifomula ngokubanzi, nje.
Ngapha koko, ayisebenzi. Akukho namnye emhlabeni, nkqu naye, kwanonina, nentombi yegazi, akanakunyanzelwa ukuba azithande. Uthando okanye uvele, okanye hayi.
Ungazama ukuyeka ukuzithiya ngokwakho. Kodwa ukucamngca phambi kwesipili akuyi kunceda. Kwaye akukho kupela ngomlingo kule meko.
Dinga unodoli. Nasiphi na isilwanyana esingcono. Lo doll i-clumsy, isidenge, ayiphili. Unazo zonke ezi phoqo nguwe (kwaye nabani na omnye) uyazithiya. Kutheni ungayibethi, ungayithobanga, ungasiqinisi ukutya okumnandi nohambo, wayephupha iminyaka emithathu? Kulungile, ukohlwaya lowo ungamandla aneleyo, ulwazi, nantoni na. Mxelele ngokuvakalayo. Khawube nomfanekiso-ngqondweni wakudala wakudala. Umgangatho wexhego osakudala uyafana, ombi ngakumbi, kuba ukwaluphala kuye kwathatha amandla kuye, ngoku unomdla ongaphantsi, ntle! Kuyimfuneko ukohlwaya, kuba uya kuba njalo. Ngaba kuyinto eqhelekileyo, intiyo umntu onjengawe? Njani malunga nobungangamsha?
Kwaye ngoku ixhegokazi ngumntwana. Yomelela kwaye unobuchule, akazange, kwaye kwakungekho mntu wokuyikhusela, unokumohlwaya intombazana epokothweni. Ke ukuba ungaze uncume! Nawe unako, ukuze ufumane ulonwabo kwaye ungonwabi, ke intolongo eninzi kakhulu. Ngendlela, le ntombazana iyakhala, intiyo? Ukuba uzithiyile xa sikhalela, ke kuya kufuneka, oko kuyacekiswa, xa umntu eyenzakalisa ukuba uyakhala, uyazi ukuba kuyacekiswa.
Yinto eqhelekileyo ukuyithiya umntu ombi.
Okanye hayi?
Uyayazi into oyenzayo?
Ngokwesiqhelo, ngubani okhala, uyakhala. Hug ukukhusela. Ukutsho ukuba kunzima ukwenzeka, kwaye ukudanisa kakhulu xa ndingakwazi ukuphatha, kwaye ngamanye amaxesha kuyanceda ukuhamba ngamanyathelo amancinci, kwaye ngamanye amaxesha akukho abanye abantu abangcikivayo, kwaye ngamanye amaxesha abanakuthenjwa. Ukuthuthuzela ngubani okukhalayo. Uyimfuneko kakhulu.
Kwaye emva koko uthathe le thoy kunye nawe, engqondweni okanye ngenene. Uya kuba mncinci, njengexhegokazi nalowo mntwana. Xa uyoyika, ngokungakhathali kwaye wenzakele, uya kuhlawula. Kwaye uyavuya, osisiyatha kwaye uCustoy, kwaye uqinisekile ukuba uza kunceda. Kunzima ukuyinyamezela, kwaye kweyeyona ncwadi incinci incinci, mhlawumbi kuya kuba lula.
Kunye nesizathu sokuyeka intiyo yentiyo kuphela. Intiyo engaqhelekanga. Ingakumbi kubuthathaka, ubudenge, bubugqwirha okanye into eyakhathazayo. Nabani na. Kwaye wena, ewe, naye nabani na.
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