I-olga berggoolts. Ilizwi lokungqinga i-leningrad

Akukho namnye ulityelweyo, akukho nto ilityelweyo, le nto lilizwi lakhe. Ilizwi elasasazwa kwizitrato ezigqunywe likhephu, elifanelwe yindlala, ukubanda kunye neemvakalelo zentlekele engenakufikeleleka. Ilizwi leLeningrad ngokwakhe. Ilizwi le-Olga Bergolz.

Thula kwaye uthobele ngohlobo lwe-blonde ngemehlo angaphambili-ngubani onokuthi acinge ukuba kunokubakho amandla amaninzi kuyo? UOlga wasusa ibhloko, kwaye uninzi lwayo malunga nalo. Kodwa nkqu ne-blovade yayingengobusuku obukhulu, eyona nto imbi kakhulu ebomini bakhe. Kwaye wakwazi ukusinda, kwaye wayekwazi ukudala.

UOlga uzelwe kwintsapho yogqirha ongugqirha ongugqirha wegazi laseJamani ngo-1910. Oku kuthetha ukuba xa wayeneminyaka emi-4, kwaqala imfazwe. Imfazwe yatshintshwa yinguqu, inguqu - imfazwe entsha, abantu. Ifikile into ebonakala iluxolo, kwaye ukusuka ekuphakameni kwebali kwaphela ifakwe phakathi kweemfazwe. Lo mbongo we-Olga iminyaka elishumi elinesihlanu ubudala yapapashwa kwi-Leninist Spark iphephandaba, ibali likwiphephandaba i-tie ". UOlga wadibana nomyeni wakhe wokuqala, wafunda kwiPhilfak yeDyunivesithi yaseLeningrad. I-DITED yomyeni wakhe: ubomi. Ukutshata kwakhona: Kwaye obu buBomi. Ukuqala ukupapasha kwijenali "Chizh". U-Thixo wazala iintombi zikaMaya noMaya.

Ngo-1933, intombi encinci kaOlga yasweleka, i-maya yakudala. Ukusuka ekuguleni. Ngo-1936, intombi enkulu yasweleka, i-IRA eneminyaka esibhozo ubudala. Ukuvela kwentliziyo. Ngo-1938, umyeni wokuqala wadutyulwa, kwaye iOlga ngokwakho ibanjiwe. Emva kokuncinwa kwenkohlakalo, intombi engu-Olga yasweleka. Khange ndibenalo igama. Isityholo sokuba uOlga ubanjiwe ebonwa njengobuxoki, kwaye wakhululwa. Akazange anezinye iintombi. Soze.

Emva konyaka wabhala kwidayari yakhe eyimfihlo:

Imvakalelo yentolongo ikho ngoku, emva kweenyanga ezintlanu ukuthanda, kuvela kum brerrn ndibukhali kunangaphambili emva kwenkululeko. Ayizivanga nje, ndinuka le phunga linzima le-corridor evela kwijele kwindlu enkulu, ivumba leentlanzi, i-anyanisi, ithemba, Kwabakho ukuthandabuza imibuzo ... wawunikela umphefumlo, waphumla kuwo ongenayo ngeminwe, onakaliswe kuyo, emva koko wamlandela wathi: "Phila"

Kwaye kwafuneka ndiphile. I-Olga ifunyenwe kwimanyano yababhali, yajoyina iqela, yasebenza. Watsalwa ngokoqobo kolu kukhanya, ubuye umva, umyeni, uNikolai Molkanov. Ngaphandle kothando, uya kuphela. Emva koko yenzekile ngo-1941. Imfazwe. Kwaye ngoko nangoko-bheck. Umyeni wam wayengasasebenzi, waya ngaphambili. Ngoku uOlga utyhlise u-Leningrad ngokwakhe, njengoko uNikolai watsalwa phambi ko-Olga. Ngaphandle kwelizwi elithuleyo, elicekeceke, lasiwa laya kusebenzela unomathotholo weLeningrad. Wafunda isixeko sommiselo nesithandwa semibongo. Wamkhuthaza, wathuthuzeleka, wathula amandla akhe kuye. Ibhinqa elincinci elalikhankanyiweyo kwiDystrophy, uMbhali weencwadi zabantwana, ngequbuliso yaba luphawu lokuchasana kwabafundi beLegiders. Kutshiwo ukuba uHitler wamjonga njengotshaba, kunye ne-Ilya Ehredburg. Kwaye uNikolai Molchanov wasweleka. Ngo-1942.

Isihogo sasingapheli emfazweni. Uphelile nje. UOlga wayengabahlobo ne-Akhimatova; UOlga wabhala le ncwadi ethi "Leningrad," apho yayikhona, njengokuba ihamba, inyanisekile kakhulu, iqatshelwe kakhulu. UOlga wayegxothiwe. Waba mnandi. Ngo-1948 utata wakhe wasweleka.

Entle. Inetalente. Yomelele. Zonke izinto ukuze wonwabe. Yonke into ngaphandle kwembali uqobo. I-Olga Berggoolts yaqala ukusela, kwaye akukho mntu uya kujika ulwimi lakhe ukuba agculele kuyo. Mhlawumbi uza kunyamalala ngokupheleleyo. Kodwa wayenobomi obuninzi ngaphakathi, kwaye waphila. Izamile ukuziqhelanisa, ukubhala izinto ezilungileyo, imibongo efanelekileyo. Ndabhala i-the chator yokudumisa ekufeni kweStalin. (Kwaye yayinxamnye naye, kwaye ke akukho, makrexe, mayibe lityala).

Wamnceda uThaw. Iphinde yaqala ukuprinta kakhulu. Wafumana ukwamkelwa okwakufanele ukuba wanikwa. Kwaye wayephila kangaka, wasweleka ngo-1975. Iidayari zakhe zahlulwa kwangoko kwaye zathunyelwa kwi-Spetcyn. Kwakhona, umntu wayengeyiyo intliziyo yelizwi lakhe. Amangenelo apapashwa kuphela ngo-2010.

Kodwa ilizwi lembongi livakala xa kukho imibongo yakhe. Usekhona nathi.

I-redhead kunye nentombazana ehlekisayo Bayaya eyakhe, ndilithambile, ndilala ebusuku,

Ukusuka kwi-Parachute Shute Dort wayiphosa kuphela iphupha, phantsi kweWindows Pegs Iambrela esibhakabhaka esiluhlaza.

Qaphela kwi-Sky Shrics, imitha kuyo yonke imisimelelo; I-Sokolita Humder kwizidlekeni, nakwizidlekeni ze-scvortsa.

Inkwenkwezi ebusuku, ubusuku bentaka ngokuthe ngcembe ndiya kuthi: "Ungubani na, ntombi yam, imbizeni, awethu?

Uya kuba yiparadooper, bhabha ukuze ubhabhe: Isibhakabhaka siphantsi, iinkwenkwezi zikufutshane, ukuba zenze isandla!

Isilika esimhlophe siya kuvula ngaphezulu kwehlabathi elinobukumkani, utsho u-Marshal Vororilov: "Lowo wayekuyo!"

I-Marshal Doroshilov idala iya kuthi: "Ewe, siya kwazi: Ndigqibe kwelokuba ndikuthumele kwidabi eliphambili."

Kwaye uya kuza nekratshi kakhulu, ukhala: Mama, khangela! I-Goldn Order Order, kanye ilanga, esifubeni ... "

I-falcon yam, iparachute, ukulala ... ayinayo i-hump ... ixesha lokulala ... isibhakabhaka siphantsi, iinkwenkwezi zikufutshane, ukuba zenziwe ngesandla ...

UOlga uhlala ebuzwa ngobubi bemfazwe kwaye ungaze ngengxaki yakhe, mhlawumbi inkulu. Wakhalaza:

Kuyimfuneko ukwazi "ubomi babantu", kodwa eyam, ubomi bam obukrakra kunye nokuphuma kwayo nako kuthetha into!

Ke. Kakhulu!

... Andiyi kuzikhathalela iintshaba zam iintshaba zam, ukuze iimbekeli zobuxoki zinokukhetha. Ayisiyo igwegwe, liya kuxhonywa. Ayithengi. Ayimbambisi kakhulu emhlabeni. Ndiya kuma ebomini babo obungenasiphelo, ngaphezu koloyiko, ndiyeke intsimbi ... Ndiyazi ngezinto ezininzi. Ndiyakhumbula. Ndinomdla. Ndiyimela into eyoyikisayo ...