Ukuba ucinga ukuba kukho iintsapho ngaphandle kwethambo kwi-boech, ke ngoko awuzange uthethe ngembali yosapho yentsapho.
Kwaye sacela abo bafundi baxelele, babelane ngamabali nathi.
Utat'omkhulu wayenomhlobo osenyongweni xa umhlobo oswelekayo, utat'omkhulu etafileni, oko wayekonwabela umsebenzi ukusuka emsebenzini, kunye neHena ukusuka emsebenzini Kathany ogutyungelwe ngengubo, kunye ne-genet the ther kwaye ithi: Ngaba siyidlalile upholile? Ndikubona ukuba uhambe, ufike kwaye apha! Umzobo opholileyo? Kwaye ucinga ntoni?
Nantsi uhlobo olumnandi kakhulu
Yayiyimfesane kumakhulu. Bonke etafileni nabo badlula kwiipleyiti. Onjalo yayingumalume ochwayitileyo, yintoni.
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Kwiminyaka elishumi ndafumanisa ukuba amaxwebhu ebendinomyeni kutata. Kungekudala, kubushushu bexamba, umama wanika ingxelo yokuba utata wayenosapho kwaye kwindawo ethile kukho abantwana ababini. Emva kwexesha ndafunda umama, kwaye ke mna, xa ndazalelwa, uTata wahamba ngovuyo waza wenza umntwana kunye nomakazi. Ukwamkelwa, wanika igama lakhe lokugqibela - kwafunyaniswa ngalo lonke ithuba kwifayile yekhadi leLayibrari yeSixeko.Kwaye iMfihlakalo, ayivulelwanga esiphelweni ... pope yayikukuba, kubonakala ngathi, umzalwana, owazi ngawo. Ngandlel 'ithile kwimifanekiso endala, wabonisa umama wakhe ngenkwenkwe. Ndabuza: "Ngaba kunjalo?". Waphendula engaqhelekanga kwaye eneentloni: "Phantse". Ndibambe iintloni kangangeminyaka elishumi kwaye andingenambuzi, kodwa andizange ndiziphendule, kwaye ndisakhumbula ukuba ndinomsindo wam, ndinokuba phantse! Nokuba wena okanye hayi. Kutheni ifihlile, ndiyamazi ...
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Utata wam phakathi kwetyala, echaza ukuba kutheni le nto intombazana ayifuni kunxiba inkampani, ixelele indlela ababehlala ngayo intombazana iminyaka elishumi elinesine () bendihlala ndingutata oqhelekileyo! Ehambayo endiyithengileyo i-ice cream! Nditshixe kwigumbi lokuhlambela ndakhala, kwaye iguqulwe nje emva komnyango, kukuba lixesha elide ...
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Udade wesibini onguPopu eneminyaka engama-50 efumanise ukuba wayedidekile esibhedlele nentombazana evela kolunye usapho. Kuba oko kwafunyanwa isifo semfuzo, eyayingasekho namnye kubo.***
U-Papine Mama uqokelelwe ngaphambi kokuba afe, umama uqinisekisile ukuba utata wakhe wazalwa evela kuphuma umakhulu womyeni wakhe, kuba wayengafani naye - ulusu, ukukhanya. Kwavela - ummelwane waLatvia. Kwakunjalo nomntakwabo, ongakho kwaphela kuYise nangesiqingatha seLatvian!
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Utat'omkhulu kumsindo wexambule wabulala udadewabo, kwaye usapho lwakhupha yonke into ngengozi. Wayeyishumi elinanye, wayeneminyaka esibhozo. Ndaphule intloko yam entloko, ndabetha, ndabetha, akazange afele ekuqhubeni okokuqala, kwaye ekugqibeleni kwakungekho nto. Kunzima kum ukunxibelelana naye. Wayehlala ecaphuka ebomini ngokubanzi, kodwa umlinganiswa ngokwakhe akazange andididekile ...***
Ndifunde kuphela kwiminyaka eli-15 yotatomkhulu, utata katata, ngexesha lemfazwe (walwa nomkhosi waseSoviet) weza kwingingqi, kodwa xa wayengafiki enkampini, watshintsha amaxwebhu nabafi Njengomfana (la malungu akwindawo awayengekho). Kuyavela, sonke singabo bonke, abazukulwana bakhe, sithwala ifani yomnye umntu. Kwaye kwakufanele ukwahluke ngokupheleleyo. Kodwa andizukutshintsha.
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Kwiminyaka eli-10 uye wava ngengozi (uMama waxelela igumbi elilandelayo, ecinga ukuba ndilele), ibali, njengoko wayekhulelwe (iinyanga ezisi-8), watshintsha ingqondo kwaye enika isinyobo kugqirha obenzelwa ngokuzalwa komntwana. Umntwana wazalwa ephila kwaye uyalele ukukhala ebhegini yakhe.Kwiminyaka kamva, beva kumakazi ukuba le nto ifuna ukundinceda ngayo ngokukhethekileyo, nakwinyanga yesi-8 yokukhulelwa. Umakazi waphulukana nokuthi angathanda. Kwaye ndacinga bonke ubuntwana bam kutheni umama engenguye umakazi wam othandekayo.
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Khange ndiqaphele, kodwa xa kuthelekiswa. Umama uhlala ekwisikhundla esithi "Ndiyimithetho ethembekileyo." Chwetheza "wayetshatile, umyeni wakhe wasela - uqhawulo-mtshato, ekhohlo, wadibana notata wakho, watshata, wabonakala." Ngumhlobo wam kuphela olahlekileyo ngaphambi kokuba azalwe, kwaye wayene-mummia, hayi ifani yomyeni wakhe.
Ewe, malunga neminyaka elishumi elinesithathu, ndaye ndabona ukuba kukuqhawukani, ndazale umntwana komnye umntu ngaphandle komnye umnye emtshatweni, wemka, wadibana nenyanga yesithoba kuphela (umtshato Umhla nge-15 ka-Epreli, ndazalelwa nge-2 kaMeyi). Kwaye ke uBawo wanyanzela esiphelweni.
Kwaye emva koko yonke inqaba yomoya "abantwana bazalwa emtshatweni babantu abanothando, kwaye abantwana abangapheliyo bangonwabanga okanye abantu abanobuthathaka," bawa entlokweni yam.
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Umama notata baqhawule umtshato konke konke ngenxa yokuba bengazange bathelekise abalinganiswa. Kwavela ukuba umakhulu kagogo osemncinci waza wanika umama ukuba atshatele umtshato wakhe, kwaye xa wayeqhawula umtshato emfazweni, umakhulu wagqiba kwelokuba ayokuzama unina. Kodwa wafumana ithuba kunye nobudenge basibela. Kwaye ugweba ngesimo sengqondo sokuziphatha ngesondo somyeni wesithathu, wayengumthandi kagogo.***
Ukugungxula kwam okhulileyo ngaphambi kokuba imfazwe isaphumeleleyo kwisikolo sezonyango, kwaye apho wafumana eyona ntombazana ilungileyo. Masithi igama lalinguYina. UTuuuunka uhambe kwangoko watshata kwaye akazange asebenze kwiTepile, kwaye u-Yana waya efunda ngakumbi - kwagqirha. Kwaye ngo-1941, ukuba nobubi, waya ngaphambili - ukuba asebenze kwisibhedlele saseMPILI. Kwakukho itshatile- yeyamntu osebenza naye. Masithi kwabizwa ngokuba yi-boris. Kwaye ngo-1944 kwakungekho kwenzakala. Esiswini. Ndabona ukuba sishiywe sisisu- singaqhelekanga kangangokuba wasinda kwaphela, esinye esomeleleyo soyiso - uMessa. Waqokelela umyeni wakhe. Ukuqokelelwa, kodwa ukuzalwa kwabantwana bakho kwabekiwe. Ngo-1945, bamkele inkwenkwe ye-Simi-yonyaka yaseSimi (yamaYuda - isiJamani, umzuzu). Kwaye wabuyela ekhaya nomntwana.
Akukho mntu uxelele nantoni na - "Kwisihloko" bekukho abantu ababini: utata noDade noDade boris. Ewe, kunjalo, oogxa bakho bonke njengokhetho lwee-muscovtes ezilinike eli bali "ukusuka kwaye". Nditsho nabazali abazi: I-Boris enoYana yagqiba kwelokuba "ulwazi oluninzi lusizi kakhulu."
Kodwa kwimeko ethile, sashiya iMoscow ukuya kwelinye idolophu - ukuze ingabi nakumnqamle nabalingane ababekho ngaphambili. Inkwenkwe yayikhule ngonyana wakhe, kwaye kwagqitywa kwelokuba kukhanye kuye.
Iminyaka ihambile, uYana waba ngugqirha wotyando, entloko. ISebe kwisibhedlele seSixeko. Indoda, eyayihlala ingumgobe wasemkhosini, yaba yimbindini. UNyana, ebizwa ngokuba nguyise, waba ngugqirha, kwaye wayefana kakhulu nabazali. Akuthandabuzeki kangangeminyaka engama-50-i-nand, kunye nabazukulwana-ikopi yotat'omkhulu notatomkhulu!
Emva koko u-Yana wasweleka. Kwaye phantse kwangoko kuye - i-boris. Kwaye udade waseBhoris, akakho kwaphela kakhulu, into yokuqala yathiwa eBoris Jr., Ukuba wayengengobazali bakhe kubazali bakhe. Kwaye kufuneka inike yonke into eshiyekileyo kubazali iye kuye - isihireyi esisemthethweni somntakwabo. Kwaye ngokuqinisekileyo wamchazela ukuba kutheni engenakuba ngunyana wonina. Indoda yayiyothuka.
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Umakhulu omkhulu wayesemncinci xa umyeni wakhe wokuqala owakhutshelwa. Wayesafundela indawo yokuzivocavoca. Wamcela ootitshala ababizayo, wafundisa ngendlela elungileyo ...Kodwa xa intombi yazalwa, kwaye umakhulu omkhulu wayekhulile, wasinda komnye umntu, ukusebenza neziqinisekiso eziphakamileyo. Nentombi kunye.
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Xa umakhulu wam wayeyintombazana encinci kwaye wasebenza njengomthengisi kwivenkile yasemaphandleni, umphathi wevenkile wayalela ukuba athathe iimpahla ngehlathi. Ivenkile evaliweyo irhabaxa, ugogo wanika ixesha lokwenyani, kwaye wayesele ekhulelwe kwaye wazala intombi yakhe yokuqala kanye kuloo ndawo.
Isiqendu sesibini senzekile xa sineentombi ezimbini ezilishumi elinambini neminyaka emi-5 yayihlala eKuban. Omnye we-Buddy yakhe eneminyaka engama-35 ubudala yeza ekhayeni lakhe xa yayingamantombazana kuphela. Wadlwengulwa nkulu. Akazange axhathise ingakumbi, kuba wayesoyika ukuba emva koko uza kuthatha omncinci.
Xa umama wabo ebuyile, wazama ukwenza umhlobo wakhe atshatise intombazana edlwengulayo. Wala, akazange avakalise amapolisa.
I-tee iqhubekile kakhulu ubomi kunye nokuzithemba. Ngenxa yoko, uphume waya kwiiyure ezininzi ze-Ushager's Oray emva komntu omaziyo, owayengumntu onxilayo (njengosapho lonke) kwaye lonke ubomi bakhejoyine.
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Umzala kamama, uAlkash. Ngokunxila ngamaqabane okusela babulala i-bloiss yendawo kwaye iphose emlilweni. Wagqiba. Ihlala i-cannibalism. Ndinohlobo oluthile lwento eyoyikisayo kweli bali, ndambona ebuntwaneni, ndathetha naye. I-Sergey Igama lakhe ngu. Iqhelekile into efanayo ...***
Ukususela ebuntwaneni, wayesazi ukuba utat'omkhulu wam waxhonywa xa umakhulu wayemncinci, kodwa wayengakumbi kwesi sihloko. Babesithi, Batsho, ufuna ukucela uMkhulu-Ugogo, njengoko babedibana, uyathanda ukuthetha ngayo, kuphela malunga nokufa kwakhe engabuzi, akathandi ukuthetha ngayo. Wayesazi kuphela oko emva kokuba efile, izalamane zakhe ezivela ePoland zazifuna ukuxhasa unxibelelwano notatomkhulu, ootatomkhulu, bebhala iileta ezibhalayo, kodwa ngesizathu sokuba akafuni. Sonke lonke ixesha sakhalaza ukuba umakhulu omkhulu waqhekeka kwizalamane zethu zakwilizwe.
Sele emva kokusweleka kuka-Merides, umakhulu wakhe wathi indoda ifile emsebenzini. Emva koko wazixhoma. Nangona kunjalo, umakhulu omkhulu akavumanga ukunxibelelana nezalamane zakhe, esoyika ukuba uza kumsola, ngoba kutheni, akukaziwa. Ngemini yokufa kwakhe, xa aphumayo, wathabatha omnye umakhulu kagogo, kodwa umakhuluzala wabuza ukuba uphi, athi, Wemza. Ngenxa yoko, wayeyedwa, njengoko waphumlayo, exhoma.
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