I-Pics.ru ihlala ivuya ukubonelela ngegama kunye nomfundi wakhe. Ngakumbi ukuba unento onokuyithetha. Ngeli xesha, sabhala intombazana eya kuba ngumfazi emva kokuba ezama ... Wamkele ubuYuda. Wacela ukuba angabonisi igama lakhe.
Ndinethuba leminyaka emithathu ehambelana nenkolo. Ndenzeni nzulu kufundo lwenkcubeko yamaJuda, eyakhokelela kum kwi-hobby yobuYuda.
Bekukho izizathu ezininzi zokuba ndinomdla kwinkolo kunye nezizathu ezininzi endizifumene ngokupheleleyo. Ngeendlela ezininzi, ubuJuda banditsalela umnxeba ngamatye amaninzi abasetyhini, kwabonakala kum ukuba kumabhinqa obu-Orthodoxy anxunguphele.
Ekubeni ndandingengomYuda eGalaheh, kwakufuneka ndiqhubeke ndihambahamba ngomvuzo, kodwa le yinkqubo enzima yokuqeshwa kwangaphambili. Ndiye ndafumana indawo yokuhlala yabantu ababengengomaYuda efundisisa iziseko zobuYuda phantsi korabi waseOrthodox.
Ekuqaleni, eli qela lalibonakala linobuhlobo obuphakathi, kwaye ndandingenazintloni ngenani eliphantsi labasetyhini. Amadoda apho ekuqaleni aziphathe ngokuchanekileyo. Zonke izicatshulwa ezifundwayo, zixoxa ngeengxaki, amasiko, angavunyelwanga abangengomaYuda ukuba babhiyozele iiholide yamaYuda kwaye babhiyozele uMgqibelo. Ngokuthe ngcembe ndangena kwisiko. Nditshintshe uhlobo lokutya (oluthi, ngendlela, ebengenayo impembelelo entle yempilo yam), ndifunde iincwadi eziyimfuneko, ndazama ukulayisha ngandlel 'i-turee-turee ukuba iqale kwi "Ekunene" isigqi.
Nangona kunjalo, ngoku ndiyaqonda ukuba iatmosukane lalifakwe ngenkangeleko kunye nentiyo kuyo yonke ibhinqa.
Bonisa ukuba abafazi badlala indima enkulu ekusekweni nasekulondolozeni inkcubeko yamaYuda, kodwa kwangaxeshanye babezibuza - kwaye amantombazana ala manamhlanje apha? Into kuphela eyenziwa ngabafazi banamhlanje abangamaYuda kukusebenzela umyeni wakhe.
Kwangelo xesha, ndabona, intombazana edlalwa ngabafazi ebomini babahlali basebuYuda badlala indima enkulu, kodwa sahlukana nayo.
Ngapha koko, amadoda athathela ingqalelo osebenza ngobomi baseBnei Aluntu baxhalabele ukubonakala kwabafazi abangafunekiyo kwaye baphose zonke iingxaki zoluntu eziya kwizimo ezimdaka, kunye ne-orthodox yokungahlonima kwabasetyhini.
Kubonakala kum ukuba le histeria ikhula kancinci kancinci.
Kunyaka kamva, ndandikwimeko apho ndandihlala ndicinga ukuba ndicekise ukuba ndicekiseke ukuba nditshatele ukuze nditshate ngokukhawuleza. Ukugqiba kwam iZiko, ndandingavunyelwanga - ndaxelelwa ukuba ngoku ndinokujonga onke amandla ukulungiselela umtshato.
Ndabhala ukuba "kukho inkwenkwe elungileyo, ndiyavumelana ne-cozers (umntu ongengomYuda, owamkela ubuYuda, ukuba andingomntu ngaphandle kwendoda - nabani na ongenamntu. -Ndingaziqondi izicatshulwa ezingcwele kunye neMiyalelo yo-kaNowa. Ngokuthe ngcembe, ukusuka ekuhambeni ngokupheleleyo kokufunda isiko lamaYuda, kwathi ngandlel 'ithile - kukholelwa ukuba ibe yeyona nto iphambili kwaye ixhaswa ngumyeni wakhe, kwaye ngokomoya kubonakalisiwe kule.
Ndifuna ukwazi, kodwa ndaqondakaliswa ukuba andifanelanga ukuba sibe sisiseko sobume bomzimba wam.
Kodwa ndiye ndadibana nezicatshulwa zebhinqa elinye elalikufuphi kum. Kwakungekho kungakhathalelwa abafazi, kwakungekho kraqo kuthelekiswa nabantu. Ndithathe ... kodwa ngonxibelelwano olusondeleyo, lo mfazi uzibonisa ngenye indlela.
Uzibekela usukelo lokunditshintsha, ndenze "umfazi olungileyo." Wabhala kumagqabaza athi "isebenza" ngaphezu kwezinto zam. Undibhalela rhoqo ukuba iimbag, njengoko kunjalo, ndingafuni "umkhonze umyeni wakhe," "Wazazi umyeni wakhe," "Wazazi umntu," uya kohlwaywa ngokuthi, nditsho ndilungiselela umtshato ofanelekileyo ukusuka kwinqaku lakhe Jonga. Uhlala endixelela ukuba "ufanele ukuqonde ubume bam."
Ndizamile.
Ndibonile.
Ukuzibulala kwakhe okhethekileyo.
Oku kwandikhulisa ilizwe lam.
Kwaye emva koko kweziganeko ezininzi zenzekile, etshintsha kakhulu indlela yobomi bam.
Ndaziva ndinesithukuthezi, ndalahlwa lumbutho, kwaye ndikhangela inkxaso kunqulo, kodwa ndiqale ndikhule kakhulu. Ngokuthe ngcembe, ndaqala ukuqonda ukuba bandiqhawule oko. Ndicinga ukuba olu luntu luyinyani, hayi, bendiya kuba nemikhosi ephantsi yokuxhathisa.
Kwangelo xesha, ndifunda enye yeendawo zamaJuda, ndabona ukukhankanywa ngokungalindelekanga kuka-Andrea Drovkin (wayengumYuda- kwangaxeshanye ingaba umbono ongumntu). Ndandichukumisa ngolwimi lwendinyana enikiweyo. Mayibe yinguqulelo nje, into ebambi, ibuhlungu, inyanisekile kwaye ivulekile. Ndiqale ukufunda izicatshulwa ze-drykin, kwaye oku akujikanga iWatchy yam yeHlabathi, kodwa endaweni yoko yaqinisekisa ukuba semthethweni.
Ke ngengozi ndiye kwisandla sam ndayifumana incwadi malunga neecariarchal ze-matriarchal, apho iinkolo zika-Abraic zagxekwa khona.
Ndaze ndathandana.
Kwintombazana.
Ndijonge uthando lwam kwaye andiqondi ukuba oku kulisikizi kunye nobubi-kwinto yokuba ndifuna ukuhamba nale ndoda phantsi kwemithi enentyatyambo. Kodwa i-fantasy yomcebisi wam ithathe imibala yendalo eqaqambileyo, yendalo neyemzimba, eyenye kwizicwangciso zam ngelo xesha ayinayo-andinayo yonke le nto.
Ndaba nempikiswano yangaphakathi.
Elo mfazi waqalisa ukundithumela ividiyo yaseTorssov, apho wayethetha ngakwisiSsbians, kwaye ndiyazi ngemisebenzi yaseTorssov, yaqonda ukuba aba bantu kufuneka basebenze. Ndaye ndafumanisa ukuba andizukufumana nabuphi na ubumoya obunyulu, ukuba abantu, ngamazwi basolula ukucoca nokukhanya, bona inyama nje yam. Kwaye ndikhangela indlela elungileyo, bona ngokwabo bayaphikisana, baphosa entiyo kwaye banditsale.
Kwakukho amadoda aliqela abonelela kuqala ukuba athethe nam ngeTorah, kwaye, yonke into eyalathisela kum, hayi, andikunjalo, nonke niye nam. Kwakuyoyikeka. Yayingeyiyo yonke le nto bendiyilindile.
Ndiyaqonda kakuhle ukuba abantu abangalunganga nabahanahanisi bazele yonke indawo. Ndiyaqonda ngokugqibeleleyo ukuba kukho iindawo zokuhlala zamaJuda (andazi ukuba ziseRussia) eziyamkelayo imitshato efanayo yesondo phantsi komalusi. Ndiyayithanda i-Derad Dera kakuhle, itshakazi ye-LGBT, ngoku ibambe isithuba soRabi ePortland.
Ndabona imifanekiso yomfazi okhulelweyo eTfiline, kwaye yayilungile, kodwa ke mna ndixelelwe - uMerzko. Xa ndizama ukufunda ngoguquko kwiindawo endiziqhelanise ngayo, ndaxelelwa, ngakumbi, ukuba abaguquki yayingunobangela wedini elinyukayo kwaye luhlobo luni lomsebenzi wakhwaza, enjani lo msebenzi wakhwaza.
Kodwa ngoku ndiyaqonda ukuba isimo sengqondo malunga nabasetyhini ekuloo ndawo yayingeyondawo ikhethekileyo- le yinxalenye yengxaki yenkqubo enkulu.
Izicatshulwa ze-Andrea Dovvoyphen yandikhokelela ekuhlaleni kwabasetyhini. Ngapha koko, imbonakalo eyahlukileyo endiyithobele iminyaka elishumi elinesithandathu. Ndicinga ukuba indigcinile kwimozulu enzulu. Ngobufazi, kunjalo, yayingeyiyo yonke igudileyo. Kwakukho iimbambano ezinxulumene nonqulo (icono, xa ndandizama ukudibanisa inkolo kunye nobuntu), ukuqhelwa kwezesondo, ukucheba ii-Armpits, ubugcisa, impikiswano ende kwaye ibuhlungu kakhulu nebuhlungu.
Kodwa akukho nto yale nto yandenza ndaziva ndindicaphukisa, bakuvuyela ukwabelana ngolwazi, ukuba andazi into, bekukho abantu abaninzi ababelindela kum. Ngayiphi na imeko, kwaneengxabano kumbhinqiso obesingqongileyo, okanye umntu ovuthuzayo, okanye owakhe wamiselwa kufakelo lwe "isono, elisikizi, kwaye yiyo loo nto."
Ndilungiselela ngononophelo ubudlelwane namanye amantombazana ahlangane ngayo kwixesha lam lecawa. Sivuyisana neHolide yamaYuda, sabelana ngomculo, imifanekiso kunye nezibhalo, sixhase omnye komnye, nokuba ngoku kumacala ahlukileyo kwizithintelo. Kodwa sisondela xa ubufazi yayingeyongori kum, kodwa mihla le.
Sinokuthi ndisilahle uThixo wase-Abraham ngenxa yengubo emfutshane kunye "nobunzima." Kodwa ndicinga ukuba ukulahla intiyo kunye nentiyo engenamsebenzi egutyungelwe yinkolo, ukuze ufumane umntu abaninzi, bafumane njengomntu, bafumanisa umhlaba omkhulu wenkcubeko yabasetyhini, iivoti zabasetyhini, ubuhlobo babasetyhini.
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