Eluntwini ". Ubufazi. I-Caucasus "vkontakte bonke ababhalisi bamashumi amahlanu, nangona kunjalo, yonke imihla amabali awaziwayo angaziwa ivela kuyo eqhubekayo kunye nabasetyhini baseCaucasi. Yintoni abangakwazi ukuxelela nabani na. Ayinakukhalaza.
Kwiintsomi ezindala, abantu abaye baba ngamaxhoba akhe kwaye banyanzeleka ukuba bagcine imfihlakalo yabo bathuthumelo babo, kungekudala bafumana indlela yokuxelela umhlaba malunga nabo. Kwakunokwenzeka ukuba ulinde de ufe, kwaye i-chimenks izakukhula emathanjeni akho. Kwakunokwenzeka ukuba uhlebe emngxunyeni, apho kuya kukhula khona umtya. Kungekudala, i-crystina yajika yaba yimpukane kwaye yayityhila imfihlo yombulali, ocinezelweyo, umdlwenguli.
Uninzi lwamabali eqela azange ahlebeze kwi-pumpe yokungaziwa, oku kukhala kwenene. Kuyoyikeka ukucinga ukuba siya kuva xa uqhayisa ngomlingo, iya kukhula iinyembezi zabasetyhini kwaye sithetha nokuthetha.
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Utata wam ngumntu ophephekileyo kwaye ohlonitshwayo eOmsk. Ndatshata nonyana weqabane lakhe, yayilusapho oluyingenelo. Ekuqaleni ndayisusa imoto, kuba akukho nto yokukhwela enye. Waqala ukubetha, okokuqala wayecula ngenkani, emva koko waguqula imilenze yakhe, kwaye emva kokuguqa kwaye ecela ukuxolela. Kwaye ndambongoza umntakwethu ukuba andikhe. Akukho mntu wayefuna ukukhwela kwiingxaki zabanye abantu.
Ndikhulelwe kwaye nditsho ngasese, kuba bendiqonda ukuba ndingene ngokupheleleyo. Ufundile kwaye wandibetha i-Ifiyney, i-Spleen iqhume. Iiyure ezi-4 ndalala ekuthelelweni, wemka, wavala ucango. Ndabiza i-ambulensi, kwakungekho zitshixo, kwakufuneka ndikhatye umnyango. Bazali bafundile bafika betyelele evekini kamva, uMama wathi ndenze into embi nam emziseni. I-freeakh ngokwayo iyeza kwaye imele ukuba ixole, yakhala into yokuba lalixesha lokugqibela.
Kuphela ngumzala wam owayesecaleni kwam, emva kokuba ndikhutshiwe ndahamba nam, ndincedisa ukucwangcisa uqhawulo-mtshato, thengisa indlu kwaye uye kwelinye ilizwe. Akukho mntu uya kundifumana, nabazali bam andisixhasi uqhagamshelo, zibi ngakumbi kunezintshaba, xa babethengisa inyamakazi njengemveliso.
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Andikwazi ukunxibelelana nabahlobo, yiya ejimini, kwi-cafe, kwi-cinema, nxiba into endifuna ukuhleka, qhuba imoto, uqhuba kwi-Intanethi esinye. Yayidla ngokwahlukileyo, isiqingatha sonyaka womtshato kwaye ngoku awuyom.
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Utat'omkhulu wagobe nyuka. Wancedwa nguzala wakhe. U-Babushkina weba umyeni wakhe, ubomi bakhe bonke babetha kwaye wasweleka kwangoko kwaye akazange aphumle kuye. Incedise ukuba umzala. U-prababab udade we-Prababab u-MD weba, watshintsha ubomi bakhe bonke, kwaye into awayengayi kushukumisa, afudukele kwaye ahlafunwa (wonke umntu ngoku uyayikhumbula ngoncumo oluhle). Ndizamile ukunceda ukuba umama wam, ngethamsanqa, akazange aphume.
Udade ubetha kwaye uxovule indoda phantsi kwabantwana. Umakazi uzama ukwenza ukuhamba eSavane. Olunye umakazi wayedla ngokubetha, ngoku i-sofa iya kulunga isofa, iqulethe nabantwana ababini (igumbi lakhe, elithengwe ngaphambi komtshato, kulungile, kunye nomkhwa wexesha elide). Umyeni wakhwaza ngoosithathu, xa wayekhulelwe, wayijonga i-porn yakhe. Umyeni wesine umakazi wokubetha i-krishnaism kwaye wambetha ngokupeyinta iinwele zakhe ukuba abe mnyama okanye azame ngokufihla abantwana ngenyama (ebishushu). Ngethamsanqa, wakwazi ukuhamba.
Ulungelelwaniso lwalutshatile lwanyamalala kwaye lwaphela, kuphela uyaphendula kwaye ngentlonelo athumela. Iimvumi ezininzi ezithandwayo azizange zicule kwakhona emva kwemitshato yazo. Utata wommelwane walalalala xa esenza iinwele. Intombi katata ibibetha umama wakhe ukuze aphulukane ne-rumimor yakhe, i-ryoklllah (yayiyimvumi), emva koko ihambile. Utata wam akakaze atyeshele ukusasaza izandla zakhe (kunye ne-mop enkulu yomthi) kunye nokukrazula kwisiqingatha sezambatho angazithandiyo. Imizuzu emi-5 ngaphambi kokuphuma, xa abantu sele bekulinde, bemka ekhaya - kuba efuna.
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Umninawa wam wandibetha, kuba ndithethe ngembalelwano nomntu. Akukho nto isondeleyo, nje imbalelwano eqhelekileyo.
Andilindelanga ukuba, ndibulela ngakumbi kwinto yokuba uMama noTata ecaleni kwakhe.
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Ndifunde iminyaka eli-12 ukuya kugqirha. Kwaye andivunyelwa ukuba ndisebenze. Mkhulu konke konke. Umzamo omkhulu kunye nokusebenza phantsi kwe-PS phantsi komsila ....
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Watshata uthando olukhulu njengoko kwakubonakala kum kwiminyaka eli-17. Okokuqala yonke into yayilungile. Kwaye emva kweenyanga ezi-3 kwatshintshwa ngokucacileyo. Udlwengule, ethambekele kwisini somlomo kunye nesondo. Wanithintela, wabetha imilenze yakhe ebusweni, wazama ukutsala icuba ngam, wagalela iglu entlokweni yakhe. Ndalinda xa elele, wahlamba intloko, waqokelela iintsalela zezinto kwiiphakeji ezi-2 kwaye zabangela iteksi. Unina wandicelela ukuba ndingahambi, ndisoyika ukuba kusasa wafumanisa ukuba ilahleko yam iza kumbetha. Ndamxelela ukuba bayakuphosa iibhulorho zekati kwikati, kwaye iNkosi iya kuziphindezela. Kwaye uyazi? Yaphuma ke! Yena nomama balahlekelwe ngumsebenzi kwishishini elihle kakhulu. Waphule izandla kunye nemilenze yakhe.
Ukufika kwam ekhaya - Umama wakhala kwimbonakalo yam. Xa lo mzalwana wandibona, waguqukela emhlophe kwaye kwakunzima kuye ukuphefumla. Ndandinobuso obumnyama ngokupheleleyo kunye nentamo. Yayikreqa eqinileyo! Yonke into yehla iveki emva kwe-3! Kwiminyaka embalwa kamva, le nye ibhokhwe ivele ebomini bam yaphinda yaqala kwakhona ukuqala kwakhona. Ndamthuma!
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Ndabiwa ngummelwane xa ndandineminyaka eli-18 ubudala. Ayinakubuya ukuba ibuye, iyonakalisa usapho lonke, akukho mntu wayenokutshata nabanye udade. Iminyaka enesiqingatha enesiqingatha ndive ubunzima obungadlulanga. Umyeni wam wandibetha, dade wabo, unina. Ndiphosakele ukupheka, ukucoca iinkomo, ndihlala, nditye, ndiphefumle! Ndacela umama ukuba amkele umva, ndaxelelwa ukuba kufuneka ulumke kwaye ungobuqili, gcina umtshato, ungayiphathi.
Emva kwesiqingatha sonyaka wandibetha, waphula ithanga lakhe, ekhupha kwizitepsi. Ndanyangwa ixesha elide, andibuyanga, ndathatha impahla yam ndahamba ngeenyawo ndaya esixekweni. Ndiyavuya kuba andikhulelwe kule bastard. Ndiqale ndasebenza njengokucoca, ndiye ndaya eChelyabinsk, ndingene kumzi-mveliso, bekukho iikhosi, ngoku ndisebenza njengomncedisi we-Afringe, ndihlala nomhlobo wam neCatika.
Rhoqo ngokuhlwa, ukulala, ndikhumbula ubomi bokugqibela kwaye andikholelwa ukuba konke kulungile kum ...
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Nditshintsha umyeni wam. Phantse yonke imihla kunye neqabane emsebenzini. Intsapho icinga ukuba ndingumfazi ongumzekelo, amaSilamsi noMama 3 abantwana. Kwaye andinantloni ...
Ndiyamazi lo mfazi ukuba angasebuntwaneni, umakazi u-jenanne ovela ePyatigersk, andisaboni mfazi omnye, ukuze aphile. Uphekwe lukhulu kwintsapho yakhe, kwakukho umyeni isihlwele i-gag kwaye nabantwana ababini, ababenokuchithwa kwanele kwindawo yokutyela yeCafe. Waphakamisa kwangoko wahamba ebusuku. Iikeyiki, ukudumisa yonke imihla ukubhaka entsha, dolma kwaye andiwazi amagama ezo zitya ukuba zilungisiwe.
Wayeyindlu enamagumbi amabini, izinja ezibini, kunye nefama encinci.
Ngale minyaka le ntsizelo, wahlanganisa iintombi zakhe ezizayo, xa amakhwenkwe akhe ayeneminyaka emithathu ubudala.
Wayenobubele kwaye ekhekile, wayenenceba kwamehlo akhe.
Kutshanje ndiye ndafunda ukuba kwenzeke ukuba indoda yakhe, indoda yemazi ye-12 idlale amantombazana amancinci kwaye isuswe nguHepatitis S. Oosulelekileyo kwaye kuye kwenzeka kuye into eyenzekayo, nenkumbulo, kwaye inkumbulo yaqala thuthumela.
Ngokubanzi, bayiphanga kwenye indawo kwilali yomakhulu. Ukuze ingaphazamisi. Ndikufunda kum, yayikukutyibilika ukuze i-suk yamandla ayidiliki. Kanjalo, wagwiza amashumi eminyaka, waxoka, amadoda abo, kwaye bayiphosa njengento engeyomfuneko.
Le dini lakwabhinqileyo alinaxabiso. Kuyilungele kakhulu, dumisa umfazi wayo, uqhayise phambi kweendwendwe, batsho ukuba kwenze ntoni na, bayiphosa kamva.
Kwaye ndifumene ukuba esi sidalwa sinobunzima sikhalaze kubo bonke abahlobo njengoko wayediniwe ngumfazi ogulayo, kwaye kutheni eneengxaki ezinjalo kuye, kwaye ufuna inkathalo nekhathalelo.
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Mholweni. Ndifuna ukwabelana nawe elincinci lenzekile eUzbekistan. Nangona umyinge we-Asia ayisiyo iCaucasus, ayizukufumana izinto ezimbi.
E-Aula, apho abazali bam bazalwe de bakhule de kube namhlanje, ugogo, usapho oluselumelwaneni lwalunika intombi yakhe enkulu ukuba itshate (ngokwemigangatho yedolophu, kunjalo). Kubonakala ngathi yonke into ihamba kakuhle, kodwa kumtshato wokuqala wobusuku baqonda ukuba uMtshakazi akayi nto imbi kangangokuba amaSilamsi athathwa njengehlazo losapho lonke. Ukonwabele umtshakazi nakwizalamane zakhe, ngobusuku obunye babaleka kuBawo womtshakazi, ukufuna ukukhetha intombi kwaye kuhlawulele yonke indleko zomtshato. Wayenganayo imali enjalo, kwaye ukugcina imbeko yosapho, unika intombi yakhe omncinci kumfazi wabayeni "ngelishwa" umyeni wakhe ongenamandla adlwengulwe elala, adlwengulwe kwaye, owonelisekileyo Ngomsulwa wakhe, wamenza ukuba umntu wakhe amsulele umfazi wakhe.
Kwaye intombi endala yaya ekugqibeleni yahlala kwaye ilala nayo.
Kwaye oku kuyenzeka kuyo yonke indawo kumazwe ase-Asia, ukuba akubi kakhulu.
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Xa ndandiphathwa gadalala, saphila ke ePyatigersk, le ntsapho yayibutyebi obuncinci, kodwa ayilambanga. Kwiminyaka eli-16 ndatshatile, ndabona umyeni wam ngaphambi komtshato izihlandlo ezininzi, wayebonakala kum ndoda elungileyo nethambileyo. Njani ngempazamo!
Kubusuku bokuqala ubusuku, wandicela ukuba ndiwale kwaye ndilele ebhedini, ndenyuka kancinci, andilindelanga ukuba yonke into iza kuba njalo. Ifakwe isifuba, emva koko yesibini. Yonke into yayifana nenkungu.
Sasihlala nonina, utata kunye no-2 dade, nabo bonke abancinci, ndandinolwalamano olubi. Beva i-hystepi ebusuku, ukukhwaza, kodwa akukho mntu wazama ukundinceda. Ndixelele umama, Tata, wonke umntu wayenjalo! Ngokuqinisekileyo!
Emva konyaka ndazala intombazana, kodwa waphila ixesha elincinci. Ithintelwe kwakhona, iingxaki zaqala, ukuphathwa gadalala. Inqatshelwe ukuze ukhulelwe kunyaka olandelayo. Ukhulelwe emva kweenyanga ezintandathu, wazalelwa inkwenkwe. Waphule, uthule. Kodwa akukukuthintelanga ukuba ungadlwenguli kwiveki emva kwesibhedlele.
Andisekho ndineenyembezi, andikaze ndayeka ukulila. Ihlala iqalisa ukukhalaza umyeni kadadewana, wandixhasa kwaye wasinda. Kodwa kanjani? Besingenamali, kwaye kwakungekho ndawo yokuyithatha. Wayibeka igolide yakhe, xa wasiya esibhedlele. Kwakukho imali encinci, ngaphezu kwe-10,000 ruble. Khange ndibenayo incwadana yokundwendwela, ke kufuneka ndihambe ngebhasi. Ngomhla omisiweyo ndanikele inyanga nenyanga ngokwalenyama kwaye ndathabatha esibhedlele ndinodadewam omncinci, umamazala wayesisityebi. Sisicenga ukuba siye kowokuqala ukuya kwi-Therapitha ngelixa wayehleli apho, waphelelwa ngaphandle kwaye wabamba iteksi.
Ebhasini bafika eSontantukov, udade bomyeni wakhe wayehlala apho, owavumayo ukuba athathe iintsuku ezimbalwa. Bahamba baya eTuapse, emva koko besihlala kude kube namhlanje.
Besijonge ixesha elide kwaye siqaphele yonke imikhondo, senza amaxwebhu enkosi kubantu abanobubele, umsebenzi owufumeneyo, ngoku sithatha igumbi, masithathe imali. Ndinombulelo ongazenzisiyo kule ntombazana ibuthathaka, yomelele kwaye inesibindi, kubaluleke kakhulu nam! Enkosi kubantu abalungileyo, sisinceda ngokwenene!
Andazi kwanto ngobomi boNyana, kwaye andifuni kwazi ukuba ngokunyaniseka. Andifuni okungenani into indehlile kunye nexesha elidlulileyo.
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Amantombazana, kufuneka athethe nomntu. Usapho lwe-Armenia we-Armenia, zonke izinto, ewe, wena uyayazi indlela. UBil, watshintsha, wazisa abahlobo. Ngokubanzi, ndaye ndayibhaja iminyaka engaphezu kwe-7 yobomi bentsapho. Kukho abantwana abathathu, abantu abathandekayo kakhulu kwaye banqweneleka! Emva komnye uMordobo, ndaqokelela izinto, imali, amaxwebhu, athenge itikiti le-moscow kwaye wabhala inqaku lakhe lomyeni wakhe. Kwaye yonke into iya kuba ilungile, kodwa ndamshiya yena kunye nomama))) Ewe, ndiyakuhlala, kodwa ndifuna ukuhlala ndedwa. Ngokungaziwa.
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