Umdlali weqonga kunye nombhali uCarrie Fish kwisiphelo sethu sasiyintloko kwaye, kakhulu, yinkosazana ye-legetar esuka e-Saga malunga neemfazwe zenkanyezi. Kodwa kwelinye ilizwe lakhe, wayesaziwa kubandakanya ukuhlekisa, ukuba akwazi ukuthetha ngokubhala nangamazwi, ngenxa yencwadi yakhe, kodwa wayengenguye umhleli ongumhloli.
Wayenomntwana we-star yeshumi lamashumi ngamahlanu. Elinye likhoboka lotywala kunye nelikhoboka leziyobisi. Nokuba - owayesakuba ngumkhoboka weziyobisi kunye notywala ababekhoboka. Okungakumbi - ibhinqa elinengxaki yokuphazamiseka kwe-bipolar kwaye alinazintloni zokukhanyisela abantu kunye nokusasaza intsomi. Kwaye umntu othile, wayesenokuba eCarrie nje, intombazana kunye nebhinqa elinoncumo lwawo ngamaxesha, xa uxinzelelo lwalungamenzi ubuso.
Siqokelele iingcaphuno ezingama-26 zokubalotha iCarrie, eya kusinceda ukuba siyifunde kumaqela amatsha.
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Ndicinga ngomzimba wam njengesiphumo sengqondo yam. Kubonakala ngathi ingcinga, eyayikhe yabonakala kwaye ifakwe izinto ezibonakalayo. Owu! Oh hayi! Imenyiwe! Jonga nje. Ngoku kuya kufuneka uthenge iimpahla kwaye njalo.***
Andifuni ukuba ubomi buxelise ubugcisa. Ndifuna ubomi bakho bube bubugcisa.
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Ndigula ngengqondo. Ndiyakwazi ukuyithetha. Andinantloni. Ndasinda ndiyifikele kwaye ndisakhathazeka, kodwa ndedwa ndinganxibi. Ndibhetele mna kunawe.***
Ukukhubekisa yindlela yokusela ityhefu kwaye ulinde omnye umntu.
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Ngamanye amaxesha ndicinga ukuba ndifuna indoda engendawo, endiya kuyenza kakuhle. Okanye umntu olungileyo otsalwa kakubi nam kancinane. Kodwa okanye balunge kakhulu, okanye ukuhlala kunzima ixesha elide.***
Iifilimu zam endizithandayo zezona apho ziphi amabinzana ongezelelweyo mna, kwaye ndiyawathanda la mabinzana. Ndiyathanda ukuva.
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Ndiyaphila, ndinesifo sokuphazamiseka kwengqondo. Ndithatha amayeza asixhenxe, kathathu ngemini. Ihlala indikhumbuza ngesifo sam. Andikwazi ukuthabatha nje ukuza kuthi ga ngoku kude kube ngumhla. Yindlela yokuphila ngesifo seswekile.***
Ndandihlala ndibhale. Ndabhala kwiminyaka yam elishumi elinamibini. Ngezo ntsuku yayilunyango lwam. Ndibhale nantoni na ukuyidlulisela kwiimvakalelo zam ephepheni.
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Ndandinento endala enjalo, ndathandana ngamazwi, ndafunda ngamazwi, ndiwagxininisa imigca endiyithandayo, kunye namazwi endingamaziyo.***
Ngamanye amaxesha ungayifumana iparadesi kuphela ebuyayo esihogweni.
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Ndaya kwagqirha ndathi ndiziva ndilungile kwi-acid ukuba ndisisibane kwihlabathi lenundu. Inqanaba le-manic likhangeleka ngathi.***
Ndidinga ukuyeka ukuhamba kwabantu kwaye ndithandane nosihlalo. Izitulo zinento yonke enokuthi inikezwe ngabantu, kwaye nokuba kulula kakhulu oko ndifuna. Impendulo encinci yeemvakalelo, ubushushu obuncinci, inkxaso engaphantsi, umonde ongaphantsi kunye nokuphendula okuncinci. Incinci kakhulu kumnandi. Izitulo-yintoni oyifunayo. Kuya kufuneka ndigcwalise intliziyo yam ngeemvakalelo zefanitshala.
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Uloyiko, kodwa yenza. Intshukumo ibalulekile. Awudingi ukulinda de uzithembe. Yenza nje, kwaye ngokuthe ngcembe ukuzithemba kuya kuza.***
Ndicinga ukuba ukukhula yimpendulo ye-stoc ukuya kwi-infinity yenyani.
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Ngaba uyazi ukuba zingakanani izifo ezineempawu ezibonakalayo kuwe? Kubonakala ngathi ubushushu, isisu esibuhlungu, ihlazo kunye nezinye izinto.Kwimeko yengqondo yengqondo yengqondo, olu lulwalamano olubi ngokwesini, inkcitho ekhuphayo kunye nokuphathwa gadalala kwezinto - kwaye zonke ezi zandi, kwi-rumor yam, njengempelaveki ye-las vegas!
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Ukuba i-chatter yayiyi-aerobics, ndingangoyena mntu uqinileyo emhlabeni.
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Ndiyayifumana. Kwaye le yinxalenye yomsebenzi wam. INkosi indithumele emhlabeni ukuze ndivelelweyo ebantwini abaninzi.
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Yintoni onokuyithetha xa izigidi zeedoli zeplastiki zithengisiwe yonke imihla, kwaye inani elifanayo labafana elenza amalungu esini rhoqo ebusuku, kunyanzelekile ukuba wenze into engaqhelekanga kunye nengqondo yakho.***
Omdala uyaba, kuya kuba lula ukuba uyaziqonda. Kwaye, ndicinga ukuba ayimnandi kakhulu kubo.
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Isihlahla esihle sisiganeko esibi.***
Xa uba yinkanyezi "iinkwenkwezi zenkanyezi," kuya kuba nzima ukuba ihambe ngemihla, kuba andifuni ukuba nabani na athi: "Ndikhuphe inkosazana."
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I-Extroversion yam yindlela yokujamelana nokungenelela kwam.***
Ndaye ndahamba ngokwam ngaphandle kwendawo ekhethekileyo. Andicebisi ukwenza njalo.
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Xa ulinde into ephezulu, ukulinda kujongeka ngathi.***
Ngamanye amaxesha ndinomsindo entlokweni yam, kwaye kukho uhlobo lolonwabo lokuchaza ngamazwi. Ewe kunjalo, le ayisiyonto uyilawula, ukuyibhala, ukulungisa amagama kunokuba ngamava amakhulu kakhulu.
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Ubomi sisiqhulo esigwenxa, esibi, kwaye ndiyilow iphela ityiwa yonke.
Inqaku lilungiselela i-lilith mazikina
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