Sasicinga ukuba izikhalazo malunga nokungaphezulu kothando lwamamakazi - amantombazana amaninzi. Kodwa i-pristaraya endala, evela kwimagazini yephepha ", inqaku likaDenis Gerleov liyaphendula ezintliziyweni zethu, ngokungathi sisabhala, kuphela elahlukileyo. Kwaye iingxaki ziyafana: "Lowo uKutali, abo batshatayo, babetha abo babeza kwenziwa."
Akukho hlaselo lukhulu lomntu kunabantu abangabazali. Okwenyani. Ukungaboni. Manic.
Biza ikhaya-kwaye-i-la-la. Uninzi lweengxaki ziyabethwa ngokukodwa, kwaye kuphela oku kungqinwa ngaphakathi kwemihla ngemihla, ngokukwiminyaka epheleleyo. Nditsho noGnusi, njengentolongo, isixa kunye nomkhosi, i-Derforb, i-IDS ayisekho ngaphezulu kwemfuneko yokunxiba isikhafu. Utya imigodi. Yitya iapile. USeagull akafuni?
Kule yure kamva siya kudlala. Kwisiqingatha seyure siya isidlo sasemini. Emva kwemizuzu eli-15 siza kudlala. Uya phi, izandla zam. Phantse kade. Kwaye uMisha akanguye? Kwaye ushiye malini? Wabeka umnqwazi? Watshata? Unjalo wena ngenxa yale nto? Akakufanelekeli, ntombazana yePhondo. Kutheni undikhwaza ngam lonke ixesha? Ndikuchitha. Ndiza kudibana nawe. Ixesha lokuba ulale. Kuyabanda ngaphandle. Yenza ngolu hlobo lulandelayo. Khetha iindlebe. Sukuprinta, ndiyoyika. Musa ukusela amanzi eluhlaza, musa ukusela amanzi eluhlaza, musa ukusela amanzi amalulu.
I-Macade yakho inxitywa ngekota kwi-slippers, ukujonga wena. Enkosi, ndacinga, ndinika icuba. "Eyona nto iphambili kukuvumelana nayo yonke into, wafundisa umhlobo wakhe ngentlungu. Amakhonkco ngokuhlwa ukusuka kwisikhululo: dibana. Nxiba kakuhle. Yiya kwiholo, bathi: Awuyi kuya ndawo, emva kwexesha. Ewe, andizukuya ndawo. Lungisa. Yiya. Kwakhona, siyanxiba kwaye sikhawuleze sihambe, singabizi ukuba ikhala kwizitepsi. "
UnguNeurasthenik, mhlobo wam. Ibhokisi kunye ne-neurasthenik. Indibaniselwano yasendle. Iminyaka emithathu ihlala eJamani ngaphandle kwabazali, kunye nosapho, kwaye i-neurasthenik. Uthanda "ababulali benkolo." Ndiyayiqonda. Abantu ababoni akunikiwanga. Zilula kwaye zinomdla.
Xa besithi utatomkhulu wakho i-psychopath enyameko, ngenxa yokuba imizuzu emihlanu emva kofowunelwa ikhaya lentombazana yeSorokaleny, i-subser emnyango kunye nemizuzu engamashumi amahlanu emi, bathi xa unabantwana bakho , uya kuqonda. Zizonwabisi zizonwabile. Kuyo, kwiminyaka engamashumi amane kamva ukutshaya, akazange abe notata oneminyaka engama-65 ubudala kwaye akazange athathe ikhaya, kuba lalisele liphelile.
Bahleka kwaye banikwa, njengendawo yokugqibela, ukutshintshiselana nendlu. Abaqhelekanga ukuba umntu owabona uthando lwabazali oludumileyo alwazi indlela yokutshintsha indlu. Nakanye, ukuze abe nokuhlawula okungenani. Uyayazi into engeyiyo into. Izigqibo. Thatha indumiso. Ukuhlala kunye. Kufanelekile. Ncama Ukugcina umgama. Nika ebusweni. Thenga. Ukulungiswa. Phendula. Ukusuka kwinkxwanga phambi kwehlabathi, ubathiyile abantu abanamandla ngakumbi kunokuba kufanelekile.
Uthando lwangaphandle ngaye ichiza, awayehlala lifumana simahla kwaye liphilile. Ukuxhomekeka kwe-narcotic kuyaqhubeka, uthando lukaHysterical sele lukhona, kuyafuneka, kwaye ababaniki.
Kwaye akayazi indlela yokuthanda, kuba uthando uhlala ufuna umgama, kwaye wancancisa ukusukela ebuntwaneni, kwaye andizange ndisebenzise, kodwa ndiyakwazi ukuba nothando lwento engathandekiyo Surein mhle abantu.
Ukuqala ukuphosa phakathi kwe "Ndinexhala" kwaye "ndinguThixo", amachaphaza abuhlungu, ndicinge, ndizijonge kwicala elingenakukhubekisa. Xa ikwindawo yokutyela ebizayo, uyacinga ukuba ngamehlo angaqhelekanga, ngokukhawuleza uqalisa ukungcangcazela isandla, kwaye yonke into iwela kwifoloko.
Umntwana omdala oyintanda inkosana yesithsaba, eyayeka ukuba uphila emva kokuba uTata enqumle intloko. Kungcono ungayeki. Ugqibezela ngokugqibeleleyo. Ukudityaniswa kwengcinezelo kunye neentsana kumphefumlo omnye ngokuthembekileyo unqumle umntu eluntwini. Ukucela uncedo lukamama alusekho, isithukuthezi silolola kwaye sikhulule inkosana yedwa; Intlekele sele ilayishe ngokwakho, iyakwazi ukuyivelisa.
Nangona kunjalo, ukuba umama akakasweleki, uya kuhlala efumana ixesha lokufowuna kwaye acele ukuba aqhubele namhlanje kwaye apho iqhagamshelana khona izolo. Kudala sisibetho sezizwe zonke. Umhlobo owabuya wakwa-Israyeli waxelelwa ukuba isizukulwana esipheleleyo sobantwana abangabizi kakhulu abadlula yiPogrom kunye neCrematorium benyuka apho. Abantwana abangazange babe ngabantu abadala, kuba baya kuba kukhululwa kubudala bokuba baphangiwe, kwaye bangavumi phandle, kuba kukho izinja, iimoto kunye nolwaphulo-mthetho.
Ke umhlaba wahlulwe waba ziimpawu ezimbini. Kwelinye icala, i-nelooly sligs ene-slicidal inclations ihlala, ukuya kubudala izama ukubonakala kupholile. Kweminye imiphunga, imithendeleko, zonke iinyithi zakho ozithandayo, ukuya kuthi ga kubudala ngemali kunye nezinti. Zilungile.
Ngexesha lokufikisa kwabo, abazali babandakanyeka emsebenzini, omnye komnye, isixhobo sobomi bakho, kodwa hayi ngothando lwe-chamada. Umntu onguyise-owayeneminyaka eli-16 uye wayishiya indlu ngemali iminyaka emibini kwaye washiya umama wakhe endleleni.
Umntu uYise-Afundisimia kwakudala wathi: "Ngapha koko. Nali igumbi lakho kunye nesidlo sakusasa ekhaya, kwaye ukuphumla ayisiyiyo ishishini lethu. " Umntu akanaye utata kwaphela, nakumama kwaye asaphinda abuye. "Ke, aba bangabantwana abalungileyo, banokuthi bakhululwe abanye, hayi ukuba bam", ngokuzolileyo baxelela nabani na oqeqeshiweyo. Aba bangalunganga abantwana ngabazali abafanelekileyo.
Kwiminyaka eyi-16, ungaphosa umntu kwaye ufuna omnye umntu ngaphandle kwe-Derge kwincwadi ethi "Ikamva leMgundu", ethembisa i-burgement, emva koko iintlola ziya kuthunga.
Kuluntu olungaphelelanga, inkosana ihlala ingonwabanga, iYunivesithi yeDyunivesithi, i-lawyer hecyer fird finn. Olunye ubomi budlula kwizikhalazo kunye namaphupha, phakathi kwezinye izinto eziyintsomi kunye ne-adventres. Abanye bakhwela kubahlobo bokukhalaza ngobukho, enye imfihlo evela kwinkosikazi ukuba iboleke omnye uLikaka, wonwabile kwaye unombulelo. Ezinye iinyanga zicinga ukuba kuya kuba yimfuneko ukuhlamba umgangatho, esinye isiqingatha semini yokusebenzisa izindlu ezintsha.
Abanye basula ngokuqinileyo kwindlu yabo, abanye batshintsha izitshixo ezifana neegloves, ukudubula, ukutshata kunye neendwendwe kubahlobo. Ii-ofisi zobhaliso nemikhosi azinakuze zibafumane, kwaye ukuba zifunyenwe, zikhubekile kwinteko kwaye zikhawuleza zenziwa ngu-Otmaz, emva koko i-vaki-emi ngokulula efihlakeleyo, kwi I-Orchestra, kwaye ngaphandle kokhuseleko, kuba ebuntwaneni, beqhele ukwenza isigqibo ngeengxaki. E-In Rundes "Ioli ye-oyile" isebenze ukusukela ebuntwaneni. Back bafika nge-meroboymie ephindiweyo, ukuvalwa kunye nokuthiya ebantwini. I-Rodin ihlelo le-phunga eligrey kwaye lancomeka kwangoko ukuba lihlale.
Le yindawo ethe cwaka, eyiZithulu, isithintelo somatshini. Ukuze umntwana abe sempilweni, inxila ebhedini embindini webanga lesine kwaye emva konyaka omtsha kunye neeyure ezintathu zanelisekile yi-SOBS kumqamelo. Ukuze intombi yakhe isakhawuleze icele ingqondo, yaxelelwa, waxelelwa, ukuba kunjani ubomi obuphilayo wesidenge, ngomhla we-temple, nge-testle.
Inamathele, njenge-lollipop, enomdla, njengokucoca intyatyambo, isithulu, njengabagadi, abazali bayafuna ukubona abo batshatayo, kwaye babetha abo babehamba nabo. Bakhusela ngokufanelekileyo ilungelo labo lokuthandwa, ngelixa ezona zinesibindi kukuqiqa kwabantwana akwenzeki ukuzikhusela. Le nto ndiyiqhayiya ngentombi yam, ingumntu osisidenge, nobomi bamashumi amabini anesihlanu nobomi. Ndifuna ukuba ndenze uNyana ukuba abhiyozele usuku lokuzalwa kwendlu, kwaye ufuna oko akufunayo.
Ndikhathazekile xa ungekho ekhaya, ufe, kwaye ube ulishumi. Kwaye inyani yokuba, cinga, uqhele iqabaka kwaye ulale ekhephu ngaphezulu kwekhephu ngaphezulu kwekhephu elingapheliyo kwaye ungakuboni, khange ndikubone phaya, kodwa apha kulindeleke ukuba ihambe. Omnye utata oPhezulu, uMalume olungileyo, uthe kanye umama wathi: "Ukuba awuzange utshatile, utata wakho uya kubaleka, uxolo, uqhwale amaphiko."
Ngokubanzi, ndiyasiqonda ukuba kutheni uZhenya Lusashin ovela "kwi-irony yekamva" ukuya kumashumi amathathu ananye amashumi amathathu anesithandathu kwakungekho ntsapho. Wayenomama. Yeyona nto iphambili. Umhlaba.
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