Samadya chilichonse - chomwe chili ndi gulu lopusa ili "Ana", amatamanda kumeneko, chifukwa sanadye chilichonse lero. Zakumwa, kusuta, mavu, manja onse anamugunda, osati nzeru. Ndinagona ndi anzanga kusukulu, ndipo mwina adakumana ndi mtundu wina ndipo ndidagona - adzamenya nkhondo ndi munthu wina ndipo amakangana naye ndipo amathawira kwa wina. Amayenda pamasitima apakati, Zandale amatchedwa. Amadula manja ngati chida chosokoneza bongo, chitsiru cha tantile, ndikufuna - kalekale, mitsempha yodula. Nthawi zonse zimakhala ndi matenda ndi kumwa mapiritsi ndi chinsinsi.
Kuchokera pamanja omenyedwa. Machitidwe oyipa. Sizikudziwikiratu kwa ndani. Aphunzitseni zaphunzira. Kuchotsedwa. Kuchotsedwa.
Madandaulo odziwika. Tikudziwa ambiri mwa makolo awa - abambo ndi amayi. Palibe chomwe chingachite kalikonse, m'badwo wokha ndi monga choncho. Makolo ndi ofera. Makolo amaperekanso zinthu zambiri. Sapita kulikonse kuchokera kuphwando laling'ono kunyumba kwawo. Makamaka ngati iye si waung'ono kale, amatha kukhala ndi khonde ndi masiku awiri ndi ma boonies.
Nthawi zina anthu amabadwira m'ma psychopath. Wopanda moyo, ndi zero. Ichi ndi chowonadi.
Makhalidwe a anzanu komanso kuvomereza kwawo wachinyamata ndikofunikira kwambiri. Ndipo ngati ayamba kusamvana ndi kukhazikitsa nyumba, wachinyamatayo amatha kuyambitsa mkangano ndi banja lake. Ichi ndiye chowonadi.
Mu nthawi ya ubwana wathu komanso ubwana m'magazini, madandaulo a achinyamata amasonyezedwa kuti: "Amayi abwera. Bambo nthawi zonse zomwe zimawerengedwa. Wotopa, usapatse moyo momwe ndikufuna. " "Monga momwe ndikufuna", zoona, zachiwerewere. Kapena wopusa chabe. Izi ndizowopsa pamene wachinyamatayo amakhala wopusa. Ndizosavomerezeka. Kapena ovomerezeka. Izi zinali zotsutsana.
Tsopano achinyamata amakhala ndi mwayi wolankhula ndi munthu woyamba. Monga kuti izi zikusintha kena kake. Ngati kuti wina amve. "Tcherachokera" ndipo monga magulu omwe ali mu zochuluka amapezeka mu malo ochezera a pa Intaneti.
Amandimenya. Amandimenya. Sindingathe kuwaona. Ndimalota kuti ndimapha amayi anga, kodi ndima Freak? Sindikufuna kukhala ndi moyo, ndine freak. Palibe amene amandikonda. Palibe amene amalankhula ndi ine. Ndine wokonda Freak Freak, motere makolo anga amandida ndikumenya.
Ndine bambo ondipeza, ndipo sindimakonda.
Ndipo ndimamwa chinsinsi, pafupifupi tsiku lililonse, ine ndi fifitini, ndine chidakwa. Ndimakwera sitima, chifukwa ndiye kuti ndi zoyipa kufa, ngati kuti pali njira yokhalira ndi moyo. Ku "Ana" amandikonda, ndipo palibe wina amene sakonda kulikonse. Ndimagona ndi munthu wamkulu, chifukwa yekha amandikonda. Abambo anga adzandipha ndikazindikira kuti ndinakonda mtsikana. Sindikufuna. Sindikufuna. Sindikufuna. Chifukwa chiyani andipatsa ine?
Ndikungofuna kuti wina amandikonda, chavuta ndi chiyani ...
Monga mukudziwa, ana samvetsetsa chilichonse m'moyo uno. Makamaka zabwino zawo.
Tikamalankhula za uchidakwa komanso kusokonezeka kwa zochita za chakudya mwa akulu, timagwiritsa ntchito mawu akuti - "kuchita zodzivulaza." Chifukwa chiyani chinthu chomwecho mwa anthu a anthu - sichoncho?
Kulekeranji?
Chifukwa ana ambiri amadziwa bwino za kuopsa kwawo. Ambiri amasankha mosamala kugwiritsa ntchito moyenera kwambiri. Chifukwa ana ambiri amene amachita zosokoneza, dziwani zomwe amachita. Amakhala ndi moyo wachiwerewere monga zinthu zoyipa zimamva nthawi zonse ... chomwe sichinthu chachialro chokha ndi kuwononga, komanso chowopsa, makamaka kwa mtsikanayo.
Zabodza ndi zamkhutu zomwe zimapangitsa kuti anthu achikulire okha. Ngakhale ana azaka zitatu ali ndi mwayi wofunika. Achinyamata - makamaka.
Mwachitsanzo, khalani ozizira. Mutha kumwa kapena kusuta kuti muchepetse mwanu. Ndi cholingachi, makolo amagwirizana nthawi zambiri.
Mwachitsanzo, mwachitsanzo. Ndi cholingachi, amagwirizana pafupipafupi, koma kuyiwala kupitiliza. Kupatula apo, amatchedwa - ndiye amene, ndipo amaitana - iyi ndichifukwa chake. Zimachitika monga choncho. Ndinaitana kuti ndipange munthu amene amamupatsa. Obloga amapanga munthu amene amakupweteketsani. Zinayitanidwa kuti apange munthu amene akukuwopani, amene mudamudikirira kwambiri - mwachitsanzo, chitetezo, chifukwa sichikudikira aliyense - ndipo sanayembekezere.
Ingokokani chidwi. Koma ngati akopeka - zikutanthauza kuti amafunikira, ndizofunikira kwambiri ngati ali okonzeka kupirira ululu, chitani zinthu zowopsa kapena zosasangalatsa? Kodi ndimakumana ndi chiyani kuti mukwaniritse? Kuzolowera kuzolowera? Ngati chidwi sichingapezeke ndi njira ina - inde.
Khalidwe lodzivulaza mwaunyamata lili ndi chifukwa chimodzi chokha kuposa akulu. Chidwi cha anthu ofunikira kwambiri padziko lapansi - makolo.
Ndiye kuti, amatha kugonana, chifukwa ndi chipilala chokhutiritsa njala yanzeru, chifukwa cholandira mawu achikondi ndipo ngakhale padzakhala chikondi. Monga akulu.
Amatha kusokoneza kuwonongeka ndi kudyetsa chakudya, popanda muyeso kumwa ndi kusuta, chifukwa ayenera kusamutsidwa ku zowawa ndi thupi lawo pazakugwiririra kapena kuwanyoza. Monga akulu.
Amatha kuchita chilichonse chotchedwa yemwe amawamenya kapena kuchititsa manyazi, chifukwa ndizabwinobwino - kufunitsitsa kuchita china chake kwa ozunza. Akuluakulu akuchita izi nawonso, koma akuluakulu amakhala ndi mwayi wochita kudzera mwankhanza.
Ndipo komabe - achinyamata atha kuchita zonsezi chifukwa akufuna chisamaliro, tifune kuti apemphedwe, kuti sanayankhule nawo, adalankhulana kuti aziwakonda. Chifukwa si achikulire. Ndipo wazaka khumi ndi zisanu ndi mabere, ngati munthu wamkulu, ndipo khumi ndi zitatu ndi khumi ndi awiri ndi nkhokwe, ndipo ngakhale mu khumi ndi zisanu ndi ziwiri, ali ndi ana ambiri.
Ndipo ana onse ndiofunika kukonda amayi awo, omwe amakonda abambo kuti akhale ofunika kwa abale awo. Ngati njira yathu yokhayo yosonyezera kuti ndi yofunika kwa ife - kufuula chifukwa cha zolakwika, adzapanga zolakwika. Koma ngati njira yathu yayikulu yosonyezera kuti timawakonda - kumenyedwa, adzaona kumenyedwa kokha, chifukwa akamenya - izi sizokhudza chikondi. Ngakhale titanyengedwa kamodzi pa chikondi, ndipo tidakhulupirira.
Iwo sakhulupirira kale momwemo.
Inde, chifukwa ifedi, osati kwambiri.
Wolemba mawu: Lilith Mazikina
Zithunzi: Shuttestock