Olga Bergolts. Liwu lozungulira Leningrad

"Palibe amene adzaiwalika ndipo palibe kanthu kodzayiwalika," Umu ndi mawu ake. Liwu lomwe limafalitsidwa pamisewu yophimbidwa ndi chipale chofewa, yomwe inali yoyenera kuchokera kwa njala, kuzizira komanso kukhumudwa. Liwu lokhalokha. Liwu la Olga Bergonz.

Chete komanso modekha pamtundu wa blonde wokhala ndi maso owoneka bwino - ndani angaganize kuti pakhoza kukhala mphamvu zambiri mmenemo? Olga anasuntha malowo, ndipo nthawi zambiri amakumbukiridwa. Koma ngakhale kubisa sikunali kwakukulu kwambiri, mavuto akulu m'moyo wake. Ndipo adatha kukhala ndi moyo, ndipo adatha kupanga.

Olga adabadwa mu banja la opaleshoni, opaleshoni ya magazi achijeremani mu 1910. Izi zikutanthauza kuti atakwanitsa zaka 4, nkhondoyo inayamba. Nkhondo idasinthidwa ndi kusintha kwa kusintha, kusintha - nkhondo yatsopano, wamba. Zabwera zomwe zidawoneka kuti mtendere, kuyambira kutalika kwa nkhaniyi idakhala pakati pa nkhondo. Ndakatulo ya wazaka khumi ndi zisanu adasindikizidwa ku Leniniki nyuzipepala nyuzipepala, nkhani ili m'magazini "ofiira". Olga adakumana ndi mwamuna wake woyamba, adaphunzira pa Philfak of Leingrad. Zolembedwa ndi mwamuna wake: moyo. Nthawi yomweyo inakwatirananso: ndipo uwu ndi moyo. Kuyambira kufalitsana mu mtolankhani "Chizeh". Mulungu adabala ana aakazi a Ira ndiya.

Mu 1933, mwana wamkazi wachichepere wa Olga anamwalira, chaka chatha. Kudwala. Mu 1936, mwana wamkazi wamkulu anamwalira, wazaka zisanu ndi zitatu wazaka zisanu ndi zitatu. Kuchokera ku chilema cha mtima. Mu 1938, mwamuna woyamba adawomberedwa, ndipo Olga adamangidwa. Atafunsidwa mwankhanza, mwana wamkazi wosabadwa wa Olga wamwalira. Ndinalibe dzina lililonse. Zomwe Olga pomwe olga adamangidwa adadziwika kuti ndi zabodza, ndipo adamasulidwa. Sanalinso ana akazi ena. Ayi.

Chaka chotsatira adalemba m'mbiri yake yachinsinsi:

Kumva ndende tsopano, patatha miyezi isanu, ndikubwera chifukwa chautali kuposa kumasulidwa. Osangomverera zokha, ndimanunkhiza fungo lamphamvu lam'mphepete mwa ndende m'nyumba yayikulu, kununkhira kwa nsomba, kununkhira kwa anyezi, komanso malo ogogoda ... Ndipo ndani adadzifunsa mafunso ... adapereka mzimu, adapumula mkono, kuwonongeka mwa iye, Gadil, kenako adanyamuka ndikunena kuti: "Live"

Ndipo ndinayenera kukhala ndi moyo. Olga adachira mu Union of Olemba, adalowa nawo phwandolo, adagwira ntchito. Anakokera kwenikweni pa Kuwala uku, kumbuyo, mwamuna, Nikolai Molchanov. Popanda chikondi chake, amasowa. Kenako anachitika mu 1941. Nkhondo. Ndipo nthawi yomweyo - kubisa. Mwamuna wanga sanalinso pozungulira, anapita kutsogolo. Tsopano olga adakokera yekha, monga Nikolai adakokera Asanachitike Olga. Ngakhale panali mawu achete, okhazikika, adatengedwa kuti agwire ntchito ya wailesi ya Leningrade. Anawerenga nzika zachikhalidwe komanso mzinda wokondedwa wa ndakatulo. Anamulimbikitsa, kutonthoza mtima, kumphika mphamvu zake mwa iye. Mkazi wachichepere yemwe watchulidwa kuchokera ku ma dystrophy, wolemba mabuku wa ana, mwadzidzidzi adakhala chizindikiro cha kukana kwa a Lenningders. Amanenedwa kuti Hitler adamuwona kuti mdani wanu, limodzi ndi Ilya Ehredburg. Ndi Nikolai Molchanov adamwalira. Mu 1942.

Helo sanathere ndi nkhondo. Iye anangokhala pheeter. Olga anali abwenzi ndi Akhmatova; Olga analemba buku la Olga "akutero Leingrad," Kumene kunali, monga momwe zasinthira, kumawona mtima kwambiri. Olga adathamangitsa. Anayamba kusafunikira. Mu 1948 bambo ake anamwalira.

Zokongola. Waluso. Olimba. Magawo onse kuti akhale osangalala. Chilichonse kupatula mbiriyakale. Olga Bergggolts adayamba kumwa, ndipo palibe amene adzatembenuza lilime lake kudzudzula. Mwina amasowa. Koma anali ndi moyo wochuluka mkati, ndipo amakhala moyo. Anayesera kuti asinthire, kulemba zinthu zoyenera, ndakatulo zolondola. Ndinalemba zonena zabodza za Stalin. (Ndipo zidatsutsana naye, kenako kulibe ayi, ayi, ziloleni mlandu).

Thaw adamuthandiza. Anayambanso kusindikiza kwambiri. Anazindikira kuti anali woyenera, adalandira. Ndipo sanakhale ochepa kwambiri, anamwalira mu 1975. Ma dianies ake adakhazikitsidwa nthawi yomweyo ndipo adatumizidwa ku Spetcran. Apanso, wina sanali mtima wa mawu ake. Zolemba zidasindikizidwa mu 2010 zokha.

Koma mawu a ndakatulo akumveka pomwe pali ndakatulo zake. Adakali nafe.

Ufa ndi mwana wamkazi Woseketsa Bamekaya Wake, ndine usiku wotambalala, usiku wogona,

Kuchokera pa parachute oyandikana ndi parachute adataya malotowo, pansi pa Windows Pegs Smorella Smorella Smorla Smorella.

Adabuka nyenyezi zakumwamba, rays m'malekezero onse; Sokolita akuyendayenda mu zisa, ndipo m'zizindikiro za skvortssa.

Nyenyezi usiku, usiku wamadzulo ukuphatikiza pang'onopang'ono "" Ndiwe ndani, mwana wanga wamkazi, wamkazi, wofiira, kodi ndiwe wanga?

Mudzakhala paratrooper, ntchentche kuwuluka: thambo ndi lotsika, nyenyezi zili pafupi, mbacha chakucha dzanja!

Silika yoyera idzatsegulidwa padziko lonse lapansi wobiriwira, akuti Marshal Vorhilov anati: "Izi, zabwino!"

Marshal Voroshilov adzati: "Tidzadziwa: Ndaganiza zokutumiza kunkhondo yayikulu."

Ndipo udzanyadira kwambiri, kulira: "Amayi, onani! Dongosolo lokongola lagolide, dzuwa, pachifuwa ... "

Ma Falcon anga, parachute, kugona ... musakhale ndi hump ... nthawi yochepa ... thambo lili pafupi, nyenyezi zili pafupi ...

Olga nthawi zambiri amafunsa za tsoka lankhondo ndipo sadzakumana ndi mavuto ake, zomwezo, mwina zazikulu. Adadandaula:

Ndikofunikira kudziwa "moyo wa anthu", koma zanga, moyo wanga wowawa komanso wotuluka - zimatanthawuzanso china!

Choncho. Kwambiri!

... Sindisamala adani anga a adani anga, kotero kuti m'maso mwabodza atha kusankha. Silinabe mbedza, yomwe idzakhamukika. Osagula. Osakukumba ore pansi. Ndidzaima pa moyo wa chopanda chopanda, poopa iye, pamwamba pa kuyima kwachitsulo ... ndikudziwa za zinthu zambiri. Ndimakumbukira. Ndimayesa. Ndimayimiliranso choopsa ...